Thursday, December 30, 2010

Honor

Be thankful this day for honor.

As a collective we perceive honor as upholding our personal commitments or promises to others. With this thought process, we misconstrue the meaning of honor. When we make a commitment or promise to someone else, what is the reason behind it? Are we keeping a commitment not to disappoint someone else or their perception of you? As spiritual beings first, we are genuinely kind to others, however we care not to disappoint others and alter the relationship through others perceptions. We do ourselves harm by not living up our own self commitments and perceptions. The questions now becomes, what are our commitments and perceptions of self?

As individuals we have different morals and ethics. When we (individually) have doubts or fight with self, we lack the honor in the choice made not in alignment of our moral or ethically code. Our personal honor lies in us not crossing the line of personal choices made from those moral and ethic codes. Our reaction to choices faced daily is the upholding of our personal honor. Daily we are times challenged to cross the personal line we created. Though each challenge is a reminder of the strength carried in you. The strength to know you matter. The strength to know you respect your honor and choices made from the center of all life. Now we have to stop and think about the times where we didn't respect our own choices. If we take the time to give each thought the honor and respect it deserves, think of how much better we would feel daily. How can we as individuals find honor in the choices if there is no honor in what you choose? Every choice serves a purpose. In honoring our choices, we are honoring our purpose.

As a collective, honor behaves bit differently. We live in a space where we are blending energies (thoughts, ideas, emotions, etc.). We have individuals in the collective who are reckless and push the boundaries. Not saying that it's wrong. We need the free thinkers to help evolve humanity. It's those who judge or criticize the "radical ones" who offer less honor for their choices. Remember we are one unit functioning with different thought processors and perceptions, yet with the same goal. All in the world is subjective. All thought comes down to personal choice. Right now in this moment there are other people reading this same message and relate to it differently. Those reading this have different interpretations or receive the desired message. As a quote from one of my favorite songs, "to know the truth when here it or deny the truth when you know it". As collective we know the truth, yet as individuals we view it differently. As a collective we are tuned into many different frequencies, and this is the reason why there are so many messages, choices and perceptions. Each message, each perception of truth is carried on a different frequency for each individual to get what is desired. As a collective we have to become more open to others thoughts, ideas and perceptions to become whole and truly unified as a spiritual collective.

Having honor is knowing our highest self and respect the guided choices made to govern the sole purpose. Our highest self is Divine and is of pure light. Both as a collective and individuals we have to find the honor in remaining open to the channels where our respective messages come from, in doing we create a whole humanity. If we have honor for self we should have honor for others. Our highest good comes from the love and honor given to self and others. Honor is knowing the line created and upholding it with the greatest intention and integrity.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the honor given to self and living your highest truth.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the honor given to others and respecting their choices to be their true self.
Be thankful this day and everyday for upholding the integrity of honor of self and others.


Bare Sorrow

Tears flowing into streams
flooding into rivers
carried to oceans
raining down storms

Walking bare foot
exposed to the sun
leaving a trail luminated by dust

Crumbling to salt all origins
suspended in the time before me
at rest
at peace

Searching for answers in a clouded place to lift the burden's burden
who's to bare
who's to blame

A wisdom creating a cycle of exchange
birthing and rebirthing
navigating
woven by hands of own and not

The land is me and we live the sea flowing effortlessly
I'm the air and we share flames tenderly

Living in the shell stark arc of all creation
timid
fragile
courageous
fortified
present

Leaving chaos
accepting intervention
knowing purpose
sharing love

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Cycles

Be thankful this day for cycles.

There are two types of cycles, one to perpetuate learned or self destructive behaviors and the other to sustain life. Both cycles are created to protect us, the soul from any form of harm. As individuals and a collective we create these cycles unconsciously. The cycles are created to numb any sensation felt from previous experiences to protect us, the soul, from harm whether it is emotional, mental or physical. The question now becomes; how to we break a cycle protecting us?

From personal experience, I went years living in a cycle unconsciously created. My cycle was created to protect myself from emotional harm and not allowing people to get to close to me, when I once wore my heart on my sleeve. To finally break any cycle, we first must become aware of it, and then acknowledge it. Once it is acknowledged, we can analyze it to understand why we created it. Then and only then can we move forward to heal and break the cycle. The work involved is intense, with a lot of realizations. All that was once discarded or disregarded resurfaces to confront the reasons why we became less of who we truly are. Times the perpetuated cycle does us more harm, by living in what we think is a protective bubble. The bubble can only protect us for so long, until we have to confront our own creations.

We are the spark, the off spring, and the creations of the Divine Source. The Divine created life cycles to for us to benefit from. On a physical level we go through a continuous life cycle. As young children the cycle is rapid. The rapid cycle is filled the physical growth, mental development and emotional content. As young children, we take in a lot of information at once. The absorption of the information taken in sets the tone for our life.  The energy fed into us creates a cycle of habitual behaviors. Some of us still carry the habits created as children, yet some of us are aware of some of them. Also on a physical level we have cells regenerating daily and other bodily functions repeating so fast our brain is yet to fully comprehend all of what our body does. On an energetic level, cycles are a little different. Take the cycle of the moon for example and its connection to the water. How the moon pushes and pulls the tide and the water allows it. We are connected to all universal energies in the same way. We allow the universal energy to push and pull us. From the time of conception we are infused with universal life energy. The life energy, our soul, incarnates and develops in a body. From there every seven years our energy cycle is renewed and more energy is added to the current energy. The energy I refer to are the chakras. The chakras help to govern the soul's development. Each developmental stage opens up new accesses to a wealth of energy to guide us to be whole, bringing harmony and balance into everyday life.  The energy cycle sustains our well-being and aides us to live a desired life.  

Each cycle creates a sense of security, yet they all change. Each cycle changes we be become aware of it and the attachment to it. We then must release the attachment, thus releasing the cycle. Remember we are our own creations and the creations of the Divine. Each cycle serves a purpose, whether if it’s to help heal or sustain us. All cycles provide a level of awaking and balance. Each cycle offers levels of accession and soul development. There is no separation from what we create, they are we and we are them.

Be thankful this day and everyday for being a witness to be awakened from cycle created.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the life energy cycles to sustain and develop us.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the ascension gained through life cycles.


More Of Me (MOM)

More of me
Not what you use to see
Allowing me to be
No less of the predecessor a successor of fate
All else lie in wake

Little by little
Piece by piece all is deceased
Now nurturing a side hidden in plain sight
Exposed
Vulnerable
Provoked
Tenacious
Resilient

A crack in the shield revealing light
Beaming freedom of old new
Leaving only light
Subtle
Intense
A refraction and attraction of allowance
Of desires

Getting to the root of self
Uncovering the brush of stuff from seasons past
The sweet release of bitterness

Accessing core of thought
Orb of life
Spark of creation
Divine me

Becoming more me
Knowing there is more of me to give
An ascension beyond Earthly realms
Recognizing it was always there
I’ve always been me
Now there is more of me

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Peace

Be thankful this day for Peace.

Peace is the acceptedness of a moment or situation caused by surrendering to Higher Self or Divine Source. Peace can often times be mistaken for weakness. In a society where we created "might is right” or "survival of the fittest", those of us choosing to surrender our will instead of imposing our will is seen as inferior. It takes much strength and wisdom to see the greater picture evolving and when to know to forge ahead or surrender to moment.

Peace is stillness of recognizing the moment created, the moment we created. The moment is filled with love, joy, elatedness and other spectrums of love. Yet in moments where there is "chaos", we have to find the lesson in it and love it to find peace to accept it. Once we find peace in a chaotic moment, we know there is love. Our Higher Self already sees the peace and love in every moment, our human brain has to surrender to our Higher Self in chaotic moments. We have to take responsibility for the moments we create on Earth and in our lives, whether it's collectively of individually. Once we take the responsibility we can find the love in it to bring peace and balance to each moment.

All collective moments start individually, and then spread to other individuals creating a collective conscious. A quote from one of my favorite movies "give a man an idea, then he creates an institution". Now as collective we have a responsibility to create the idea of peace, to have an institution of peace on Earth. The Divine didn't create Earth for us to dislike one another, to have wars, to have famine, the Divine created Earth for us to love one another and have abundance in all things. Earth is an institution of love, peace, abundance and life lessons. Peace is an enduring way of life.

I know most of you are thinking about varying instances where "I was the victim". I know what I'm about to say may shock or surprise you, but it’s true. There are no victims in life. We all on some level chose to experience what we did and in the end we are better for going through the experience. Yes this is even true terminal illnesses or the like. Yes, a very difficult realization, even I had to come to grips with that aspect to find peace and love, as it’s very personal. One advice I will offer you with those who struggle or know those who are struggling with an illness, see them as healthy and full of vitality. Our thoughts add to their well-being. As souls we chose a life path and the lessons in it to learn from. In essence these lessons will make us better healers, communicators, and a better humanity as a whole. So now we must love and have gratitude for the experience making us who we become. By loving the experiences, we can make peace with them and eventually dissolve them. We also must practice forgiveness of self to make peace with roles played in each "victim" experience. Remember be the change you desire to see. Yes it is a lot of work, but worth it to heal your life and others. We have to release our own victim ideas and make peace with them. Each life is connected and once we heal, we can help others to heal for the life we chose to experience.

Peace is a challenging road, but worth all the rewards reaped. The question now becomes how do we find peace in our self? Finding peace is different for each soul. How you find peace and make amends to your Higher Self is upon you. I leave you with this message to be open for peace will find you, if so desired.

Be thankful this day and everyday for accepting the role played to experience your life as desired.
Be thankful this day and everyday for creating a new institution of peace on Earth.
Be thankful this day and everyday for finding peace within you and sharing it with the world.


Warrior’s Road

To walk a path of honor
Of hardships
Of understanding
Of having everything
Having security in the ultimate power
Knowing that gift and to reveal it
To never use
To throw down your gauntlets in satisfaction
And walk away with your head high with new found pride

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Intimacy

Be thankful this day for intimacy.

As a collective we usually think of intimacy as being sexual. Intimacy is having a deeper understanding of self or connection(s). Though some intimate connections may stir sexual feelings, not all sensations are sexual. This sensation felt is primal or base emotion letting you know there is a connection. It is a form of vibrational energy resonating and connecting with you. How do we decipher between the two sensations, raw sexual attraction and deeper connections?

Living/Being human, we tend to be attracted to tangibles and using our senses to guide us. However with intimacy, we have another tool to rely on; our intuition. Our intuition tells us whether the connection we have is a deeper more meaningful one or sexual interest. I'm not saying you can't have both, but just a better understanding of the two. Often times the fine line between the two is so grayed they blend. Being sexual with someone allows you to express a form a physical love or attraction. Being intimate allows you to express the energy in the connection. You can be intimate with family, friends, spouse, colleagues, and God on many different levels. Having intimacy allows for comfort in a relationship you have with a person or being.

There is no real separation of the two, sexual or being intimate. They both equate to expressions of love. It is the matter of expression making a difference, causing the mental separation, however energetically they are the same. Our collective brain created this separation along with many others. Each soul is connected. Each soul is linked to one another. Some souls are intimate with one another. Since we are all connected, we are all intimate souls. Our brain gets in the way of the intimate connection we should have with one another. Being intimate is sharing of self with another on different levels. Yes it is ok to be selfish, as long as we remember our connection. Times being disconnected can be healthily. The relationship we have varies from person to person and soul to soul. We created a place, Earth and situations to explore many paths and choices. How we get to the same place is dependent on our intimate connection with self and full understanding of the energy presented.

We have to ask ourselves do we feel an intimate connection with self. Do we have an intimate connection with our fellow spirits? Do we have an intimate connection with the Divine Source? In other words are we familiar with who we are NOW and transmuting /ascending too. When we have intimacy or familiarity with ourselves and each other, then we can better understand humanity as a whole. Then can we truly be one.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the knowledge and awareness we have of each other.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the intimacy flowing through our daily lives.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the forms of love expressed leading to collective oneness.



Sleeping Heart

Missing the heartbeat lulling this soul to sleep to be awaken by your presence calling to me and me calling to you

Sensing your movements and thoughts as if you were near
A calming presence with a radiant beauty flowing to overflowing melodies of oneness

Reconnecting with you time and life again
From the first and through standing before me
With me as is

Knowing who you are before we meet because we met souls ago
Imprinted upon an eternal spirit

Expressing an everlasting passion running deeper than first imagined opening self to the desired connection to what is

Emanating the highest frequency
Love
Bounded to and through all existence

Preparation complete before we meet again in the world created for us and buy us

Once again neglected by the separation of the time and infected of ensuing madness
Finding cures of void-less presence and temporary fixes

Unfocused streams of pressure pursued
 fills gaps of tender moments created in said time

Creating peace and tranquility in my personal garden
Feeling the spirit the passion it craves from the Heavens above

Landing in a place of warmth an embrace oh so familiar to the soul awakening a heart that slept for so long

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Communication

Be thankful this day for communication.


We communicate with dozens of people daily, whether if it's through technology, or more natural means. Technology has given us multiple ways to communicate with family friends and even strangers. Through technology, we have become a society of instant gratification. Everything has to be readily available. This thought process has spilled over into other life faucets and even made us very demanding and less grateful. As humans we communicate with our words and body. As spirits we use our mind and energy. The brain translates the minds unspoken words for us to speak and the body correlates the vibrational energy for to speak without words. How we communicate with another being speaks to our relationship with them, but more so how we feel about our self.


We communicate with our self more than anyone else. The voice in our head, our consciousness or Divine Self, speaks to us in a manner easily understood. This guides us in pursuit to fulfilling our overall purpose of joy. Our voice also prevents us from doing harm to self and others, though at times it is over written. Our Divine Self helps us to understand our role on Earth. The understanding we desire or already know is recognized when we come into full awareness of Self. Our understanding comes from the Divine Source and is translated by the Divine Self for our human brain to comprehend the sole purpose leading to joy. Once all is understood, we come into full alignment with Self and purpose.

How we communicate with self or others plays an important role in the daily life as a human. As spirits we are use to communicating telepathically. For us to create sound was once a difficult task. It was something we had to learn as a child. To us the mind as a means of communication comes natural to us, yet it was a forgotten practice, because it does not serve us on Earth. Being sensitive beings, how we speak can be easily misconstrued. The tonality, inflection, or even the order of words can completely change the meaning of a statement. Being sensitive beings, we can easily take offense to a statement or communicative action. However some of us don't take offense to the words or actions directed towards us. This is due placement of understanding of the purpose of a particular communication. Some of us will call it tough skin or a built up tolerance from the misinformed. The key is the golden rule, "treat others as you wish to be treated", the same is true when communicating, talk to others the way you wish to be talked too.


Both as humans and spirits, we speak with such emotion. Our emotions covey the story of the moment we are in. We are naturally expressive beings and we show/share the expressive moment with our words and actions. Just think to all the moments in your life where you had joy and how it was expressed, the tone in your voice, and the bodily actions. The same is true for the opposite emotions. We are inherently communicative beings. The many forms of communication aid in the development of self and can affect others around us. Remember we are sensitive beings and can pick up on others, whether we are aware of it or not. How we feel can time affect a whole room of people. This is why it is important to be aware of self and yes even talk to yourself.

Now taking is a step further, how we communicate with other life forms, animals, plants and situations, impacts the affection, growth or outcome by the emotion carried in words used. Our communication/voice is just another frequency of energy. What the frequency is; is determined by you. The frequency of communication is vibrational energy be shared and taken in by others. Think of it this way, you are listening to the radio station or watching the news. There are a few hundred listening or watching the same thing. Now what you a listening too or watching evokes a certain emotion. The others listen or watching respond in a similar manner. The reason for this is the emotional frequency the message is carried on. To take it a step further, the previous scenario, but what you are listening too or watching is being share with others in a room. The emotional frequency is magnified to the close proximity of others. We become aware of others feelings or sensations. This is an inherent behavior of being a spiritual being.
Communication is an important marker in the life experience. How our body communicates with us, how mind translates Divine information, how we communicate with others and how we communicate with self. Technology advanced our reach/distance and how we communicate with others. No matter the form of communication, we must be aware of the frequency used to communicate with others. The emotional frequency used can impact one's life or lives, if we are not carefully. Remember we are all connected and thoughts and emotions are shared on the same frequency. What we say, how we act, does impact others in a collective space. I'm not saying you have to be joyous all the time, but love, respect and honor the shared space. Our communication is one voice shared by the Divine Source.




Be thankful this day and everyday for the technological means to commune with others.
Be thankful this day and everyday to commune with the Divine Source and Self.
Be thankful this day and everyday to share the same emotional frequency to communicate.


Words

A form of expression written spoken sung that begun with simple thoughts brought to life that I give to share bare my mind my soul picking up the shattered pieces of life torn by words


Like a fist battered and bruised rouge black and blue
mentally unstable that form words into syllables that scare the heart sinks to the pit of your stomach weighing you down causing an endless frown anger and pain retribution times the only solution


Like a bandage that heals the womb in time perseverance faith strength mentally sound stable as solid ground profound provoking thoughts to ease the heart soon to lift up from the pits of your stomach this natural high this undying unconditional love that leads to a utopia your space your worth


Your spoken words that are heard by listening ears inflict more damage than a fist times inflicted like a kiss before that mind has spoken think of unspoken the hidden the between the lines fine print God sent billboards neon signs use the divine intellect to choose your words wisely confide in yourself before you confront your friend or foe see the facts before you act


All in love
All in intent
All that is spoken is meant for that moment in time
My thoughts
My words
My lips
Your thoughts
Your attention
Your ears
All everyone speaks
All everyone hears
Words

Thursday, November 25, 2010

The Mind

Be thankful this day for the mind.

As humans we often confuse the mind with the brain. Our brain is the control center for the bodily functions. It relays and distributes messages, as well as sends signals throughout the body. Our brain governs all our reactions. Our brain thinks and the body reacts. The question now becomes, if our brain thinks and body reacts how do we think to react? 

Our mind is attached to our soul. The mind is the invisible energy field governing choice and the link to collective. The mind is the gateway to infinite wisdom contained in us, in our soul. Our soul carries information from all previous expressions and collective experiences. The mind is the key to access all the authentic, absolute information of self, collective and Divine Source. As individuals, we have already made the choice to react in a certain manner, thought and experience we chose to have. Our brain is figuring out why we made the choice, while the mind knows why the choice was made. This is where confusion lives as humans; we always must understand and analyze choice, and however the real obstacle is accepting the choice. How do accept an idea, concept, or choice, when not fully understood?

Through the intervention of the mind all is accepted as is. The ego desires the calamity of confusion. We already know the outcome of any situation through the connection of Higher-self. Yet we feed the ego through the confusion and disharmony we create with false understanding of the predetermined choice. Like all else, the mind in another form of energy tapping into the knowledge base self and collective. When we are presented choices, we act like kids in a candy store. We become over stimulated with choices. Then the brain/ego kicks in and says “you can have all the candy you want." The end result is a stomach ache. We go to the candy store knowing what we want already, but when presented with options we lose sight of predetermined choice made. Like all else, the mind has to trained to function at optimal levels to serve you, the soul.

The mind like the brain is a tool. Both are trained to fulfill their function. The brain is much easier to train. Through its magnificent design, the brain can hold more information than a laptop, if we train or will it too. The mind requires us to be more willful and patient to access the desired information already contained in us. Think of it this way, our brain is a laptop connected to our mind, a server with terabyte of information. Through our brain we can access the mind to retrieve data to process on screen, the world we live in. All the information pulled from the mind through the brain has to processed and understood for self to manifest in the world. From this process comes, creation, ideas, oneness, harmony and balance.

The mind is the brain for our soul. It governs our Higher-self to experience life to the fullest through predetermined choices. By understanding we already made the choices in life with our mind and accepting the outcome, lessons or reminders, this is how we can truly experience being present. Through acceptance comes presence. This is not an easy task, acceptance. The ego likes attention and finds ways to attach itself in many places. Then we have to vigilantly aware of ego to detach it and to accept what the mind has placed before us. Remember what is given to us is what is/was asked. The will to experience life in its many faucets is a choice in itself. Allow the mind to present you the gift to experience life full and be open to your heart's desire.

Be thankful this day and everyday for your mind manifesting your thoughts.
Be thankful this day and everyday to access the divine information in the mind.
Be thankful this day and everyday to accept the choices made to experience life.



Tangible Objects


Held in the hands of faith
scared ties binding the wholeness of what is

Authentic energies presenting themselves in tuning vibrations
connecting to the truest form
light

Feeding from the receiving energies older than I 
rooted in the eternal 
cracked and fragmented 

Lending power to tapped sources
now the channeled object touched by light and surrounded by sound

Timeless 
effortless
just being of design 
filtered through senses 
creating connections of ageless

Fragile to hold 
tender to touch
taken what's given 
believing the balances formed

Equal
harmonious
formless
resilient
beheld
objects of truth
objects of life
objects of us
we are what we see

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Presence

Be thankful this day for Presence.

Our presence is awareness of our whole-self. As beings, we are comprised of organic matter and pure energy. However, our organic bodies are just another form of energy. In essence we are just energy in its many forms. Our presence is the energy felt by self and others around us. The presence given off is related to the range of emotions felt, everything from love to fear. When we feel a heightened emotion from life or situation; our presence/energy changes to accommodate the shift. There is a measuring of the energy given, when it's extreme in sensation. The sensation then becomes one with self creating a new presence. Yet there are moments, times extend, where we don't feel our presence.

When we don't feel our self, we have grown numb or accustomed to feeling a certain way. There has either been in an impactful event or lack emotional movement in the life. As humans our ego decided for us not to feel or have a presence anymore. We are no longer interested in-self, but yet create a new presence viewed as self-medication. This presence of self-medication is practical and serves a purpose of protection; but protection from what? Well the ego attached itself to the lack of awareness/presence, creating a fantasy world to serve as a protection and not experience the impactful life event or others like it. However this is more a disservice, because we have to emotional confront the life event to heal our life presence.

I know some of you have heard "that showing up is 90% of the battle" or a variation of. Well it's true. When we are aware of self, consciously or unconsciously, others take notice. We have to show up for our own life, no one can do it for us. We create the awareness by experiencing the whole-life. When I say whole-life, I mean every faucet of it, all the emotions, desires, and pleasures. There is no good or bad, there just IS, the whole life experience. Every experience is a lesson we desired to learn from. The challenge arises when we become harsh or judgmental of self, from the life experience. Then we hold on to the experience and holding on to the lesson, lessens our presence. Then becoming one dimensional beings. The truth is we are in a three dimensional body, living in a six dimensional universe. Every word, thought and action is manifested in one form or another. Now coming to a full understanding all IS one and all IS as it IS. 

Our presence IS the showman ship of life. Think of is this way, you are at a play and the actors on stage are performing for your pleasure. You are being witness to another’s' life, their presence. They put on a very convincing portrayal of characters. You were moved by the performance and felt a connection with them. This is how others witness your life and often times when you "show up" your full-self is engaged creating a true connection of oneness. There is nothing to be nervous or fearful of. You are harsher on yourself than anyone ever could be. The reason being is because you truly know who you are and others see you potential. In essence we all know who we are.

The energy given off shows how aware we are of our own presence. When we are fully engaged in life, it is magical. Our presence allows us to fully engage with self and others. Now the questions becomes how do I become more self aware? Take a moment to stop during your daily routine to notice a few of the mindless automatic functions. Notice the ease in which it's preformed. Notice the energy and attention given to movement or thought. Notice the emotion transpiring in the moment. We have the ability to create a presence/awareness of self. If there is a unpleasant moment, think about what would you do differently. The present of life is the presence of life.

Be thankful this day and everyday for showing up in your life.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the release old life lessons.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the magic we create through our presence.


Free to be Me
Free to me be
Releasing all energies imprinted on this soul
No longer controlled by outside forces

The illusions created to mask the truth
Now removed
Leading to the evolution of greatness

Bonded with the true essence of immortality
The Source of all creation
Released all intimidation

A sacred oath of words
Forming a bond between two
Creating the channel of wisdom
Honor is among the trust and trusted

Falling skies speaks truth
As the moon conceals the unspoken
Only to revel with the rise of a new

The mind is unchallenged
With words to say
Without harm
To find the peace in release of fallacies

Speaking in fragments
Speaking in tongue
The only one has won

A barrier created
Through cues of misunderstood emotions
A wave of shifts to anchor feelings leading to thoughts

All there truly is
Is just me
Created a connection of what there is
Just me
Released all that isn’t me
Leaving just me

Free from the prison that held me
I am the captive and captured
I am responsible and the hold the key to my freedom


This is me living life as it should be
Free

Free to learn
Free to live
Free to love
Free to enjoy
Free to experience
Free to confide and no longer hide
Free to be me

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Life Moments

Be thankful this day for Life Moments.

From the time we wake up until the time we put our head down, we experience thousands of life moments. How many of us are aware of each moment in our day? We blindly follow a daily routine, performing mindless tasks. Yes we are functioning in the said moment, but what is the level of awareness of our human or spiritual functionality? There are moments when our higher self takes over and then become fully engaged in the present moment. Then there are other moments when we are not aware and act as drones. Each moment can consist of one singular function or multiple functions. All moments bleed into the next one. The question now becomes, how can we tell the shift in the moment to the next?

Life moments change each second, in human time. With each second passed, we transition from one to the next. Think of is this way, our human design, every second our heart beats and we breathe. With each of those moments, there has been a shift in movement. Each movement whether physical or in stillness, is one way to determine a shift to a new moment. Another way to gauge each moment is through emotion. The emotion can dictate the level of awareness in the moment. Each emotion provides us a certain level of awareness. If you are an emotional being, then you are fully engaged in the moment pending the situation. The most memorable ones are the ones with heightened emotional content.  If you are feeling through your higher-self then you are in-tune with the moment. However if you are feeling through your human-self then you may not be fully engaged. Every moment in our life is a changing one, leading us to fulfill our true purpose. Each transformative second can at times correlate to an overarching themed moment.

The themed moments can be time spent with self or time spent with another. Most often in themed moments we are most aware of the singular activity transpiring. Keep in mind while being aware of this one moment, there are others occurring within self we are not aware of. Times it is difficult to be aware of all the simultaneous moments occurring. Some examples of themed moments can be having a conversation, enjoying a home cooked meal, or simply sitting in stillness to be aware of self. Most us take the passing moments for granted and do not honor them as they are. Each moment is life changing. Each change is what is asked for in our life, leading to the desired. All we desire is purpose. Our purpose is enjoyment. Each moment is joyful, when in full awareness of them.

When we come into the "NOW" or awareness of the moment, there is a greater sense of clarity and appreciation for the life created as wholeness. When we stop to bring awareness to the moment, we bring joy to it. For example, when we eat our food; how many of us stop to savor the flavors of the meal or to  give thanks for the hand to prepared the meal and the animal who gave its life (willingly or unwillingly) to sustain our human body. When we find a hobby or passion, we become fully engaged and higher-self takes over to bring full joy to the moment.  The purpose of each moment is to bring joy to life and experience it fully. Although some life moments maybe insignificant and minuscule, they do matter in the greater scheme of the life experience.

There are fleeting moments in our life daily. Moments happening so fast we can’t enjoy them or recall the total moment. The best way to enjoy fleeting moments is to relive them. How do we relive them? Before we rest, we can take another moment to relive the day and enjoy the moments most enjoyed and the ones missed. Every life moment is equally important as the previous one. They all carry the meaning and function; leading us to our purpose.  

Our moments are shared with the collective whether we are in shared space with others, locally or globally. Think of all the personal moments happening every moment of your moment.  All moments are ultimately universal. Every moment is unique to the soul experiencing it. Accept the moment as it IS for they may not be another. Each moment is a progression to the accession of the soul, so enjoy them!

Be thankful this day and everyday for the moments to change us.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the awareness our higher-self brings to every moment.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the moments leading us to our purpose.

Futile Fool


A haze of delusion in the maze of life created from infinite patterns to one path

The fragmented jester walks aimlessly
Providing entertainment while searching for self in a place unknown

Shrouded in a cloud of judgment
What is the meaning
The truth of it all
Leaving what was
Learning what is

A place unknown now is home
Standing in the court of acceptedness
As the mist lifts exposing the absolute thoughts

Discovering of self is time well spent for the purpose only known to the fool
Unenviable and unavoidable is the change given for the amusement of self

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Being Connected, Oneness

Be thankful this day for being connected, oneness.

Being or having a sense of being connected creates a sense of belonging. We belong to the collective humanity as cells of global harmony and spiritual oneness. As spiritual beings first, we are connected to each other and all life created. Each creation has a purpose and a cycle it follows to co-exist with one another. For example mammals excrete carbon dioxide in their waste, plants excrete oxygen in their waste; the plants need the carbon dioxide to live as much as the mammals need the oxygen. Co-existence creates balance and harmony in the world we shaped. Throughout the millennium, we have moved from a place of balance and harmony to a place of imbalance and disharmony, with the world and all life.

The highest form of evolution, man let their ego intervene in various aspects of life, disrupting the natural flow of co-existence. The ancestors of the land we each inhabit understood the importance of co-existing with the surrounding life energies. Understanding the role of each species on Earth aides in appreciation of sacrifice made to continue in the progress of co-existence. We have to come to a realization; one must co-exist with all life to function. Our soul co-exist with our physical bodies, which is the organic matter derived from the Earth, in essence we are the Earth.

The world was created in oneness, a single entity, biosphere containing all life to aide in harmony and evolution. When the Earth was born, It was in natural harmony and oneness of Its own; one land mass and body of water; until universal counter energies intervened and the Earth, Itself decided to separate the land mass. This was a sacrifice made to experience a different form of harmony, within Itself. The Earth is as much as alive as we are. It feels, It breathes, and blood (lava) flows through It. As spiritual beings, we innately feel the connectedness to all life, however as humans, we feel the separation created by universal counter energies. The separation was a creation to offer a greater human experience, in a holistic manner. This was/is a divine intervention to challenge us to create universal harmony, while physically apart from others. This enables us to learn more about ourselves, by looking at ourselves in the eyes of other cultures. As children, we felt a natural connection to our family and didn't see the world as separate. It was not until our young inquisitive minds asked questions and received the answers that later disturbed our soul.

The present world we live in is bound by separation. We are divided by walls, personal space, countries, age groups, beliefs, race, gender, sexuality, education, wealth, disabilities, opportunities, general life preferences and choices , and in just about every faucet of our human life. Through the evolution of life, the societal beliefs created formed such divisions. It's only natural to feel a sense of alienation, when there is world of separation around us. We have to then ask ourselves, what are we protecting ourselves from? Do we feel safety in our close net community, the bubble we created for self? How can we co-exist or function in a world separated?

As spiritual beings first, we exist in the same form and are created from the same Source, making us equals. However our sense of vision blinds us to seeing the co-existence of each soul beyond our bubble. Our light is like all other light, though some may be dim, but part of our co-existence is to assist our spiritual family in difficult matters.

As all is energy first, we are connected to all that IS. We must push pass the sense of vision and SEE the energy in all creation. By all creation I mean everything from each other, to technology, to money, and all in-between. All that is created comes from a form of life. Each inanimate object is derived from a once animate, living being. Having a greater sense for all creation, the flow of co-existence can be balanced and harmonious. Though all life operates on different levels of vibrational frequencies, yet the oneness existing is connecting us to one universal energy. The energy of love, harmony and balance exist in us all. We must look for this energy in us to send out to achieve global/universal oneness. Think of how infectious a smile or someone’s joy can be. Now magnify that on a universal scale. What we do for self is received by others, through thought and emotions, acting as carrier waves of collective oneness. We exist, because the Divine Source exists and we are ONE with ALL creation.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the co-existence and support all life shares.
Be thankful this day and everyday for bridging the gap of separation in life’s existence.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the balance and harmony oneness creates.



Origin

The wondrous spirit decades for a century or two only to invade a new vessel learning new sensations remembering what is and what is lost

Coming to a clouded realization of the past of gifts a trace sense of self growing comfort ability of self no longer confused of who you are and where you come from having a purpose

The orientation of your sex can be predetermined from the life before whether if this attraction leads to men or women

This dates back to the Gods worshiped in the motherland who has given us birth
Gods who can change sexes at will

Naturalistic tendencies of curiosity enlighten through self discovery without fear wanting comfort in truth no longer mystified by society’s lies
How it is and we shall be

The origin of this truth stems from our belief in God and His creations
Us
The love given and gained only to be returned equally and willingly

There are some items where no choice is given only learned to accept over time with the acceptance there is new found joy

The foundation of any one being deeply rooted in thy self accompanied with love and understanding of the first creation leading to self origin

Found the answers in the stars inspired in through heavenly energies harnessed and channeled for centuries past
Now to be free complete withstanding all of me holistically

The truth beyond normality
Finally found what I seek
Me

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Our Human Design

Be thankful this day for our human design.

Our human design like other species on Earth serves its intended purpose. We have the physicality to do what we desire, if we want to or be anything from a scientific genius to a pro-athlete, we can choose to through the desired purpose of enjoyment. The two previous mentioned professions are polar opposites, yet they severe the same function in each human life. Each human is built the same, yet each performs different and similar roles. Each role as a human is to keep balance and order, within self and the collective. Maintaining this balance is pivotal point in both human and spiritual growth. As individuals, we are keenly aware of our surroundings, yet our senses are heightened through group activity or connection. The bond we have with each other is an extension carried from our soul groups in the after life/spiritual world. Everyone we interact with, family, friends, and strangers has a bond with us and vice versa, enabling us to grow through each life lesson perceived and aware of in each incarnation.

Each human body has a bond with you, the soul/spirit self. This bond is especially important; it's this bond and agreement allowing us the souls, sparks of life to inhabit the Earth. Think of it this way, you are an astronaut in space, with your space suit. Could your body survive the conditions of space without it? The same is true for our spirit; we couldn't survive without our bodies. Be kind to your body and listen to it as it speaks to your through your soul.

The human body is a complex piece of organic machinery. Our bodies are made up of the same organic matter as the Earth. There are also multiple operations going on at the same time, all from involuntary to voluntary, as well as unconscious to conscious. These functions or actions often go unnoticed, because we are unaware of our bodies. We don’t listen to our own heartbeat or hear or feel our breath. Our breath is key in all unfelt and unnoticed connections to self and others. The breath is our physical and spiritual connection to life awareness. However, all we tend to notice is our imperfections or what we don't appreciate about our self. Half the time other people don't even notice the imperfection until we point it out. We have become a society obsessed with looking like actors, models, or other idols. It is our imperfections that make us perfect. We are the Divine Source's creations and is experiencing life through us. If this Source of all creation was perfect would you think It would need us to experience the many faucets of life? We chose to be created in the image we are in and experience what we do to grow and to add to the collective consciousness. When you are paid a complement, accept it graciously. We now have the knowledge to care for our body inside and out. Our body speaks to us in many ways when in disagreement or misalignment in what we are doing. Remember we can reprogram old thought patterns and release what no longer serves us as human adults.

As human children, we are easily impressionable. All we see is soaked into our brains, creating preconceptions and prejudgments. Remember all we creating in any form, mental, emotional, physically, and spiritual is added to the collective. Think of it this way, an author writes a book and then it’s added to the Library of Congress to get an ISBN number assigned, then it becomes available to the public in stores and local libraries. This process is true when creating thoughts. We think a thought, then it gets filtered by our Higher Self and the Divine Source, then the same thought filters to everyone else. It may come across in a different manner and possibly multiply. With all the loose and incoherent thoughts running rampant, it's no wonder why we are in a "state of emergency" or as I like to call an "A State of Emergence" As a collective, we added to so many preconceptions, and tend to make snap judgments of individual representing traits of what was learned or dictated to us. We have so many ideas and views of how people of ill health, or less than self is suppose to act, feel or just simple be, it's no wonder we come to a state of shock when it's just the opposite. Did we create this visual shift in judgment to teach a collective lesson? Sometimes our eyes lie to us to filter what we desire to see, our personal truth and not the collective absolute truth.

We have been a society dictated too, by the few in "power" or those viewed in "power" The reason this occurred is the minority knew what the emerging minority knows now. The knowledge of so few is becoming the knowledge of more. Finally all the thoughts created are being filtered or dissolved. With all the filters in place so long, we have become "products of our environment" Each collective group has a significant role gone unnoticed. These roles are defined by your life purpose of enjoyment. Each lesson is in the alignment of the purpose breaking free from being a product of the environment. Our soul knows no difference, it the perceptions put in place by us. We are human cells operating the conscious shift to guide others to their purpose as fully function humans in a partnership with us, the soul. We have to look at the environments we create for ourselves, internally and externally on both a physical and spiritual levels. When I speak of internal, I refer to the inside of the human body. When I speak externally, I refer to the energy and thoughts created. All we do affects both. We have to allow balance to flow in our lives and change the environments.



The human design is perfect in nature and performs the role it supposes too. However, it’s the egoic mind self telling us differently. The mind, body, and soul connection is one entity, self experiencing life and one wanting to lead the other. This is another reason why balance is so important. Living a holistic life where all three are in agreement in the self experience. Many well argue the different points about connections, the flaws of the human body, or the interpreting of thoughts, and the level of your faith. Each individual is responsible for self in determining what works best for self, then adding and passing the knowledge to the collective. Our human design is one design to support us and play an important role in the total life experience.



Be thankful this day and everyday for our human host body to carry us.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the empowering change created through awareness and experience.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the oneness in which our body is created from.





Design of Me

A blue print of me
Defined by He
DNA who made me
Led me to life


Design of me living life as it should be free


Life’s trials
Life’s loyalties
Testing me counting on me
Astound by what this is to be


Design of me living life as it should be free



Reflection of what is to be
The company I choose to keep
Mirror image of a former me


Design of me living life as it should be free


Unique more than a technique
Charm
Wisdom
Lessons learned
You are to be better
A work in progress


Design of me living life as it should be free


Combination of what was is and shall be
Altered the plan from choices given
Livin’ the freedom to choose
Now a part of me


Design of me living life as it should be free


Soon to be whole
Weaved from experiences and teachings
Leading me
Creating a new design of me