Thursday, December 30, 2010


Be thankful this day for honor.

As a collective we perceive honor as upholding our personal commitments or promises to others. With this thought process, we misconstrue the meaning of honor. When we make a commitment or promise to someone else, what is the reason behind it? Are we keeping a commitment not to disappoint someone else or their perception of you? As spiritual beings first, we are genuinely kind to others, however we care not to disappoint others and alter the relationship through others perceptions. We do ourselves harm by not living up our own self commitments and perceptions. The questions now becomes, what are our commitments and perceptions of self?

As individuals we have different morals and ethics. When we (individually) have doubts or fight with self, we lack the honor in the choice made not in alignment of our moral or ethically code. Our personal honor lies in us not crossing the line of personal choices made from those moral and ethic codes. Our reaction to choices faced daily is the upholding of our personal honor. Daily we are times challenged to cross the personal line we created. Though each challenge is a reminder of the strength carried in you. The strength to know you matter. The strength to know you respect your honor and choices made from the center of all life. Now we have to stop and think about the times where we didn't respect our own choices. If we take the time to give each thought the honor and respect it deserves, think of how much better we would feel daily. How can we as individuals find honor in the choices if there is no honor in what you choose? Every choice serves a purpose. In honoring our choices, we are honoring our purpose.

As a collective, honor behaves bit differently. We live in a space where we are blending energies (thoughts, ideas, emotions, etc.). We have individuals in the collective who are reckless and push the boundaries. Not saying that it's wrong. We need the free thinkers to help evolve humanity. It's those who judge or criticize the "radical ones" who offer less honor for their choices. Remember we are one unit functioning with different thought processors and perceptions, yet with the same goal. All in the world is subjective. All thought comes down to personal choice. Right now in this moment there are other people reading this same message and relate to it differently. Those reading this have different interpretations or receive the desired message. As a quote from one of my favorite songs, "to know the truth when here it or deny the truth when you know it". As collective we know the truth, yet as individuals we view it differently. As a collective we are tuned into many different frequencies, and this is the reason why there are so many messages, choices and perceptions. Each message, each perception of truth is carried on a different frequency for each individual to get what is desired. As a collective we have to become more open to others thoughts, ideas and perceptions to become whole and truly unified as a spiritual collective.

Having honor is knowing our highest self and respect the guided choices made to govern the sole purpose. Our highest self is Divine and is of pure light. Both as a collective and individuals we have to find the honor in remaining open to the channels where our respective messages come from, in doing we create a whole humanity. If we have honor for self we should have honor for others. Our highest good comes from the love and honor given to self and others. Honor is knowing the line created and upholding it with the greatest intention and integrity.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the honor given to self and living your highest truth.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the honor given to others and respecting their choices to be their true self.
Be thankful this day and everyday for upholding the integrity of honor of self and others.

Bare Sorrow

Tears flowing into streams
flooding into rivers
carried to oceans
raining down storms

Walking bare foot
exposed to the sun
leaving a trail luminated by dust

Crumbling to salt all origins
suspended in the time before me
at rest
at peace

Searching for answers in a clouded place to lift the burden's burden
who's to bare
who's to blame

A wisdom creating a cycle of exchange
birthing and rebirthing
woven by hands of own and not

The land is me and we live the sea flowing effortlessly
I'm the air and we share flames tenderly

Living in the shell stark arc of all creation

Leaving chaos
accepting intervention
knowing purpose
sharing love

Thursday, December 23, 2010


Be thankful this day for cycles.

There are two types of cycles, one to perpetuate learned or self destructive behaviors and the other to sustain life. Both cycles are created to protect us, the soul from any form of harm. As individuals and a collective we create these cycles unconsciously. The cycles are created to numb any sensation felt from previous experiences to protect us, the soul, from harm whether it is emotional, mental or physical. The question now becomes; how to we break a cycle protecting us?

From personal experience, I went years living in a cycle unconsciously created. My cycle was created to protect myself from emotional harm and not allowing people to get to close to me, when I once wore my heart on my sleeve. To finally break any cycle, we first must become aware of it, and then acknowledge it. Once it is acknowledged, we can analyze it to understand why we created it. Then and only then can we move forward to heal and break the cycle. The work involved is intense, with a lot of realizations. All that was once discarded or disregarded resurfaces to confront the reasons why we became less of who we truly are. Times the perpetuated cycle does us more harm, by living in what we think is a protective bubble. The bubble can only protect us for so long, until we have to confront our own creations.

We are the spark, the off spring, and the creations of the Divine Source. The Divine created life cycles to for us to benefit from. On a physical level we go through a continuous life cycle. As young children the cycle is rapid. The rapid cycle is filled the physical growth, mental development and emotional content. As young children, we take in a lot of information at once. The absorption of the information taken in sets the tone for our life.  The energy fed into us creates a cycle of habitual behaviors. Some of us still carry the habits created as children, yet some of us are aware of some of them. Also on a physical level we have cells regenerating daily and other bodily functions repeating so fast our brain is yet to fully comprehend all of what our body does. On an energetic level, cycles are a little different. Take the cycle of the moon for example and its connection to the water. How the moon pushes and pulls the tide and the water allows it. We are connected to all universal energies in the same way. We allow the universal energy to push and pull us. From the time of conception we are infused with universal life energy. The life energy, our soul, incarnates and develops in a body. From there every seven years our energy cycle is renewed and more energy is added to the current energy. The energy I refer to are the chakras. The chakras help to govern the soul's development. Each developmental stage opens up new accesses to a wealth of energy to guide us to be whole, bringing harmony and balance into everyday life.  The energy cycle sustains our well-being and aides us to live a desired life.  

Each cycle creates a sense of security, yet they all change. Each cycle changes we be become aware of it and the attachment to it. We then must release the attachment, thus releasing the cycle. Remember we are our own creations and the creations of the Divine. Each cycle serves a purpose, whether if it’s to help heal or sustain us. All cycles provide a level of awaking and balance. Each cycle offers levels of accession and soul development. There is no separation from what we create, they are we and we are them.

Be thankful this day and everyday for being a witness to be awakened from cycle created.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the life energy cycles to sustain and develop us.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the ascension gained through life cycles.

More Of Me (MOM)

More of me
Not what you use to see
Allowing me to be
No less of the predecessor a successor of fate
All else lie in wake

Little by little
Piece by piece all is deceased
Now nurturing a side hidden in plain sight

A crack in the shield revealing light
Beaming freedom of old new
Leaving only light
A refraction and attraction of allowance
Of desires

Getting to the root of self
Uncovering the brush of stuff from seasons past
The sweet release of bitterness

Accessing core of thought
Orb of life
Spark of creation
Divine me

Becoming more me
Knowing there is more of me to give
An ascension beyond Earthly realms
Recognizing it was always there
I’ve always been me
Now there is more of me

Thursday, December 16, 2010


Be thankful this day for Peace.

Peace is the acceptedness of a moment or situation caused by surrendering to Higher Self or Divine Source. Peace can often times be mistaken for weakness. In a society where we created "might is right” or "survival of the fittest", those of us choosing to surrender our will instead of imposing our will is seen as inferior. It takes much strength and wisdom to see the greater picture evolving and when to know to forge ahead or surrender to moment.

Peace is stillness of recognizing the moment created, the moment we created. The moment is filled with love, joy, elatedness and other spectrums of love. Yet in moments where there is "chaos", we have to find the lesson in it and love it to find peace to accept it. Once we find peace in a chaotic moment, we know there is love. Our Higher Self already sees the peace and love in every moment, our human brain has to surrender to our Higher Self in chaotic moments. We have to take responsibility for the moments we create on Earth and in our lives, whether it's collectively of individually. Once we take the responsibility we can find the love in it to bring peace and balance to each moment.

All collective moments start individually, and then spread to other individuals creating a collective conscious. A quote from one of my favorite movies "give a man an idea, then he creates an institution". Now as collective we have a responsibility to create the idea of peace, to have an institution of peace on Earth. The Divine didn't create Earth for us to dislike one another, to have wars, to have famine, the Divine created Earth for us to love one another and have abundance in all things. Earth is an institution of love, peace, abundance and life lessons. Peace is an enduring way of life.

I know most of you are thinking about varying instances where "I was the victim". I know what I'm about to say may shock or surprise you, but it’s true. There are no victims in life. We all on some level chose to experience what we did and in the end we are better for going through the experience. Yes this is even true terminal illnesses or the like. Yes, a very difficult realization, even I had to come to grips with that aspect to find peace and love, as it’s very personal. One advice I will offer you with those who struggle or know those who are struggling with an illness, see them as healthy and full of vitality. Our thoughts add to their well-being. As souls we chose a life path and the lessons in it to learn from. In essence these lessons will make us better healers, communicators, and a better humanity as a whole. So now we must love and have gratitude for the experience making us who we become. By loving the experiences, we can make peace with them and eventually dissolve them. We also must practice forgiveness of self to make peace with roles played in each "victim" experience. Remember be the change you desire to see. Yes it is a lot of work, but worth it to heal your life and others. We have to release our own victim ideas and make peace with them. Each life is connected and once we heal, we can help others to heal for the life we chose to experience.

Peace is a challenging road, but worth all the rewards reaped. The question now becomes how do we find peace in our self? Finding peace is different for each soul. How you find peace and make amends to your Higher Self is upon you. I leave you with this message to be open for peace will find you, if so desired.

Be thankful this day and everyday for accepting the role played to experience your life as desired.
Be thankful this day and everyday for creating a new institution of peace on Earth.
Be thankful this day and everyday for finding peace within you and sharing it with the world.

Warrior’s Road

To walk a path of honor
Of hardships
Of understanding
Of having everything
Having security in the ultimate power
Knowing that gift and to reveal it
To never use
To throw down your gauntlets in satisfaction
And walk away with your head high with new found pride

Thursday, December 9, 2010


Be thankful this day for intimacy.

As a collective we usually think of intimacy as being sexual. Intimacy is having a deeper understanding of self or connection(s). Though some intimate connections may stir sexual feelings, not all sensations are sexual. This sensation felt is primal or base emotion letting you know there is a connection. It is a form of vibrational energy resonating and connecting with you. How do we decipher between the two sensations, raw sexual attraction and deeper connections?

Living/Being human, we tend to be attracted to tangibles and using our senses to guide us. However with intimacy, we have another tool to rely on; our intuition. Our intuition tells us whether the connection we have is a deeper more meaningful one or sexual interest. I'm not saying you can't have both, but just a better understanding of the two. Often times the fine line between the two is so grayed they blend. Being sexual with someone allows you to express a form a physical love or attraction. Being intimate allows you to express the energy in the connection. You can be intimate with family, friends, spouse, colleagues, and God on many different levels. Having intimacy allows for comfort in a relationship you have with a person or being.

There is no real separation of the two, sexual or being intimate. They both equate to expressions of love. It is the matter of expression making a difference, causing the mental separation, however energetically they are the same. Our collective brain created this separation along with many others. Each soul is connected. Each soul is linked to one another. Some souls are intimate with one another. Since we are all connected, we are all intimate souls. Our brain gets in the way of the intimate connection we should have with one another. Being intimate is sharing of self with another on different levels. Yes it is ok to be selfish, as long as we remember our connection. Times being disconnected can be healthily. The relationship we have varies from person to person and soul to soul. We created a place, Earth and situations to explore many paths and choices. How we get to the same place is dependent on our intimate connection with self and full understanding of the energy presented.

We have to ask ourselves do we feel an intimate connection with self. Do we have an intimate connection with our fellow spirits? Do we have an intimate connection with the Divine Source? In other words are we familiar with who we are NOW and transmuting /ascending too. When we have intimacy or familiarity with ourselves and each other, then we can better understand humanity as a whole. Then can we truly be one.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the knowledge and awareness we have of each other.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the intimacy flowing through our daily lives.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the forms of love expressed leading to collective oneness.

Sleeping Heart

Missing the heartbeat lulling this soul to sleep to be awaken by your presence calling to me and me calling to you

Sensing your movements and thoughts as if you were near
A calming presence with a radiant beauty flowing to overflowing melodies of oneness

Reconnecting with you time and life again
From the first and through standing before me
With me as is

Knowing who you are before we meet because we met souls ago
Imprinted upon an eternal spirit

Expressing an everlasting passion running deeper than first imagined opening self to the desired connection to what is

Emanating the highest frequency
Bounded to and through all existence

Preparation complete before we meet again in the world created for us and buy us

Once again neglected by the separation of the time and infected of ensuing madness
Finding cures of void-less presence and temporary fixes

Unfocused streams of pressure pursued
 fills gaps of tender moments created in said time

Creating peace and tranquility in my personal garden
Feeling the spirit the passion it craves from the Heavens above

Landing in a place of warmth an embrace oh so familiar to the soul awakening a heart that slept for so long

Thursday, December 2, 2010


Be thankful this day for communication.

We communicate with dozens of people daily, whether if it's through technology, or more natural means. Technology has given us multiple ways to communicate with family friends and even strangers. Through technology, we have become a society of instant gratification. Everything has to be readily available. This thought process has spilled over into other life faucets and even made us very demanding and less grateful. As humans we communicate with our words and body. As spirits we use our mind and energy. The brain translates the minds unspoken words for us to speak and the body correlates the vibrational energy for to speak without words. How we communicate with another being speaks to our relationship with them, but more so how we feel about our self.

We communicate with our self more than anyone else. The voice in our head, our consciousness or Divine Self, speaks to us in a manner easily understood. This guides us in pursuit to fulfilling our overall purpose of joy. Our voice also prevents us from doing harm to self and others, though at times it is over written. Our Divine Self helps us to understand our role on Earth. The understanding we desire or already know is recognized when we come into full awareness of Self. Our understanding comes from the Divine Source and is translated by the Divine Self for our human brain to comprehend the sole purpose leading to joy. Once all is understood, we come into full alignment with Self and purpose.

How we communicate with self or others plays an important role in the daily life as a human. As spirits we are use to communicating telepathically. For us to create sound was once a difficult task. It was something we had to learn as a child. To us the mind as a means of communication comes natural to us, yet it was a forgotten practice, because it does not serve us on Earth. Being sensitive beings, how we speak can be easily misconstrued. The tonality, inflection, or even the order of words can completely change the meaning of a statement. Being sensitive beings, we can easily take offense to a statement or communicative action. However some of us don't take offense to the words or actions directed towards us. This is due placement of understanding of the purpose of a particular communication. Some of us will call it tough skin or a built up tolerance from the misinformed. The key is the golden rule, "treat others as you wish to be treated", the same is true when communicating, talk to others the way you wish to be talked too.

Both as humans and spirits, we speak with such emotion. Our emotions covey the story of the moment we are in. We are naturally expressive beings and we show/share the expressive moment with our words and actions. Just think to all the moments in your life where you had joy and how it was expressed, the tone in your voice, and the bodily actions. The same is true for the opposite emotions. We are inherently communicative beings. The many forms of communication aid in the development of self and can affect others around us. Remember we are sensitive beings and can pick up on others, whether we are aware of it or not. How we feel can time affect a whole room of people. This is why it is important to be aware of self and yes even talk to yourself.

Now taking is a step further, how we communicate with other life forms, animals, plants and situations, impacts the affection, growth or outcome by the emotion carried in words used. Our communication/voice is just another frequency of energy. What the frequency is; is determined by you. The frequency of communication is vibrational energy be shared and taken in by others. Think of it this way, you are listening to the radio station or watching the news. There are a few hundred listening or watching the same thing. Now what you a listening too or watching evokes a certain emotion. The others listen or watching respond in a similar manner. The reason for this is the emotional frequency the message is carried on. To take it a step further, the previous scenario, but what you are listening too or watching is being share with others in a room. The emotional frequency is magnified to the close proximity of others. We become aware of others feelings or sensations. This is an inherent behavior of being a spiritual being.
Communication is an important marker in the life experience. How our body communicates with us, how mind translates Divine information, how we communicate with others and how we communicate with self. Technology advanced our reach/distance and how we communicate with others. No matter the form of communication, we must be aware of the frequency used to communicate with others. The emotional frequency used can impact one's life or lives, if we are not carefully. Remember we are all connected and thoughts and emotions are shared on the same frequency. What we say, how we act, does impact others in a collective space. I'm not saying you have to be joyous all the time, but love, respect and honor the shared space. Our communication is one voice shared by the Divine Source.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the technological means to commune with others.
Be thankful this day and everyday to commune with the Divine Source and Self.
Be thankful this day and everyday to share the same emotional frequency to communicate.


A form of expression written spoken sung that begun with simple thoughts brought to life that I give to share bare my mind my soul picking up the shattered pieces of life torn by words

Like a fist battered and bruised rouge black and blue
mentally unstable that form words into syllables that scare the heart sinks to the pit of your stomach weighing you down causing an endless frown anger and pain retribution times the only solution

Like a bandage that heals the womb in time perseverance faith strength mentally sound stable as solid ground profound provoking thoughts to ease the heart soon to lift up from the pits of your stomach this natural high this undying unconditional love that leads to a utopia your space your worth

Your spoken words that are heard by listening ears inflict more damage than a fist times inflicted like a kiss before that mind has spoken think of unspoken the hidden the between the lines fine print God sent billboards neon signs use the divine intellect to choose your words wisely confide in yourself before you confront your friend or foe see the facts before you act

All in love
All in intent
All that is spoken is meant for that moment in time
My thoughts
My words
My lips
Your thoughts
Your attention
Your ears
All everyone speaks
All everyone hears