Thursday, September 19, 2013


Today appreciate the Beliefs manifested in the world.

Our personal beliefs are products of our collective thoughts. The basic thoughts we think on a daily basis stem from a collective consciousness. The collective consciousness is like the database (Source) of information then transmitted to other computers, (us). The thoughts collected are from the experiences of many, then turn to beliefs from constant trials of performing the same actions, resulting in the same ending. The action of thought has been proven time and time again, becoming a belief. However some of us confuse truth, facts, and beliefs. How can we determine which signal is coming through to us? The question is how can we know what we believe to be true, when what we believe changes?

What do we believe in? Some of us believe we will live forever, others believe we will die and our life is over. What we believe all comes from self experience, from the present or past lives. We then take the experience and make it true for self. Then we start to share the experience had with others. The person listening to the experience may be skeptical until they have the same or similar experience. For the personal listening this is not their belief, its fiction. For the person who had the experience, this is their truth. Then eventually the experience will become another's belief, their truth. How do we get to the collective truth?  

We reach the truth by sharing knowledge and experiences from a place of belief/trust. All the experiences had in existence have been gathered and stored in the collective consciousness, Source. Since we are a part of Source, we all have access to the same information, all is needed to access this information is to the will to tap into it. The collective information/archives lies in us. This information has been shared with us to create a balance with Self and Source. How we achieve this balance, is to know what the truth is. The truth is indisputable evidence of an experience had. Know the personal truth for every soul is different. Everyone's personal truth will be different, until they each encounter the same experience. Example; there are seven billion people walking on the planet, the majority of them work daily, 9-5 jobs and disliking Monday's. Has anyone ever pondered the thought as to why there is such a strong collective dislike for something? My personal experience; I was going to work one day and walking through a massive train station, I felt, sensed and heard thoughts of "I hate Mondays." This was one thought had by one person from an experience, then shared with others. The others began to believe this experience and encountering similar ones to make them dislike Mondays.

When there is a shared experience by the collective, such as disliking Monday's or outpouring emotion from 9/11, the thought of emotions of high vibration, i.e. love, sends shockwaves of energy throughout the universe, creating a new collective belief system, a new institutional thought per say. While having a human experience, we forget whatever our thoughts are feed it to make it grow. Whatever the seed thought is and we keep giving it attention, even if it’s an undesired thought, it grows from the attention given, even if it’s unintentional. It grows from our energy, even if we think we are ignoring it. By no means am I saying not to be aware or pay attention to life or the experience of it, be aware, be responsible of the energy sent to the experience.

The energy we cast is happening at the same time of the experience, even though it may feel as the thoughts are faster. Our thoughts are energy manifested to creating beliefs in our lives. These thoughts can manifest as words, objects, and experiences. The most common of the manifestations are our words. The words created from our throat are the most powerful of all manifestations in the belief system. This is how we communicate with others, Self, and Source. They impact how we feel. Example; Let's say someone you don't know walks up to you and calls you out of your name, will you be upset? Maybe not. But if someone close to you does the exact same thing, you will be upset, hurt, befuddled, etc. Keep the same thought process in mind I just mentioned, think about the times as a child someone made you feel bad with words, and if you heard them constantly, then it became your belief. Of course in the beginning you didn't think any of it to be true, but then a little thought or ego said, "It has to be true, because I keep hearing it over and over again." Yet if you hear the opposite, with a few sprinklings of words to make you feel bad, would you believe it? Maybe not. All thoughts, words, actions, beliefs are meant to make everyone, including Self feel good. If we don't feel good, then what are we to do?

We project our energy onto others unknowingly. Slowly those around us may integrate our beliefs into their lives, then becoming their beliefs. When we are in an unconscious state of projection, i.e. letting off steam/venting, are we aware of the energy feeding the experience? Have you ever noticed yourself in a debate or argument with someone, and it escalates so high it goes beyond the original disagreement? This happens because you are feeding off each other’s egoic energy. When we feed off the ego it only serves the ego. Same scenario, but one person is calm, the argument diffuses quickly because the ego has nothing to feed off of it.

Our belief is based on Us feeling good. If we don't feel good, why take action? We take action, because at the time of having an experience, we are filled with limited information, not enough facts; resulting us in taking a chance, living through another's experience. The information grasped is from your singular database of information to base your choice on, adding it to your belief system, ultimately adding it to the collective. If we look internally, instead of looking externally at other experiences, we can come into awareness of self to feel good about what we believe in, with abundant information.

 Once we come to a place where we release old thought patterns and beliefs no longer of service, we will begin to remember who we are. As we mature into human adulthood, we change our belief system to fit our desires and choices. Is it because we are remembering who we are spiritually our beliefs are changing? Or is it that we are justifying what we do and what we say because of what we believe? Are you happy with the belief, do you feel good? Example, a bit extreme, as one person's experience changes, they believe it's ok to commit a crime to have a better life. This belief/choice is justified by the desire of a better life, to have a better end experience. We are to blame for both extreme experiences. We glorify the "well to do" and "downtrodden" experiences and allowing it to enter the belief system. The majority feels this is ok to display such contrasting experiences, but we have to remember, this too are choices made so Humanity can remember It's overarching purpose. To bring more balance into each individual and collective experience. Our beliefs are constantly changing to suite the experience of life. What we allow into the streaming consciousness, can affect the belief system of the collective. Through the collective thought, we can experience all life.

Today and everyday have appreciation in the value we have created in our beliefs.

Today and everyday have appreciation for knowing we can always change our beliefs always feeling good.

Today and everyday have appreciation for adding good feeling beliefs to our collective consciousness.  


The Shift

Moving from plane to the next
Discovering what place surrounds me
Discovering what place is in me
Bringing full awareness of what is

What is
What is not
Focus the eye on desire
All is shown in a vision of appreciation

Releasing what is drawn in
Knowing something better is coming
Beckoning to your call

It must come
It must exist

Understanding peace of the eye of a storm
A storm created by two opposing thoughts ideas and beliefs
Being torn down and nurtured simultaneously
Holding the comfortably known
Shuttering at visions of grandeur
This is a desire felt
No knowledge in how to fulfill it
What’s next
How to proceed
Lost all traction

Choosing the which and the way
Which fulfills me
Way is divine to lead me
Coming to stillness
Deliverance of what once was ideal

Living in uncertainty
Living in fear
What is coming forth
What is here now

Being here
Living here
Embracing now
Trusting in what I asked is my path
This is my way to being connected
This is my outlet
Being plugged in
Being aware
The Being of all creation

I see It
I feel It
I think It
I touch It
I am It
I have arrived

Thursday, September 12, 2013


Be thankful this day for Agreements.

When we usually think of agreements, we think of a promise we made to others, a contract, a handshake, or offering a word of trust. An agreement is all of the previously mentioned, however we forget we made these agreements long before our incarnation on the planet. The agreements made are with the ones we call our Soul Mates. Our Soul Mates are not always the ones we will spend the rest our life with. They are the ones we made a pact with, family, close friends, and sometimes divine strangers. The agreements made with them are to help us remember who we really are. We are Souls having a physical experience. While having a human experience, we get caught up in the physical matter of what is and what if's and creating more agreements. We also get caught up in our Earthly Role, we tend forget about our Spiritual Agreement and create new Earthly ones. With any agreement made, we have to feel good. Feeling good is the key to living the life created in fulfilling any agreement. The question now is, how do we know we are fulfilling pre-sent agreements?

The agreements made are partnerships with the Source and other Souls. They all made an agreement to assist you, this entity now, in remembering who you are and where you come from. In the same process of agreements made, you chose to do the same for them. Each agreement and remembering is different for each Soul. These are contracts designed to allow us to experience the fullness of our purist wanting. The truest desire is only known to you upon the path chosen, but the short answer is love. The human experience/role gets in the way of knowing what our truth is. Our Earthly Role is the one played in conjunction with the Soul relationship. We become distracted by the many sensations manifested in the human body and confuse the sensations with our bliss. The bliss felt means we are in alignment with who we are and fulfilling our purpose without interaction with our Earthly Role. What is our bliss? It is a state of being, where all energy felt, given, and received is in perfect alignment with who we are with Source. Know, feel our Source energy and Source energy is us having a One Experience. Even as I am writing this, I feel bliss because it is my purpose, it is what I chose to do.

We have also made agreements with our self. These self agreements are the most important ones, because it is what we choose to do while in the life selection process. We choose to experience what we experience because it will not only aides us in remembering who we are, but allow us to graduate to the next level to of awakening. When we self awaken, it has a more of an impact to remember Self and Source. Know Source is us and Self is Source.

What we choose to do and be, puts us closer knowing who we are. Yes this too also includes our Earthly Role. Our role on Earth, is in conjunction with or Source-Self. It is not the role we choose to be for self, it is the role we choose to be for another bringing bliss. Yet, once we had fulfilled the obligation, some of us choose to stay in the role because it defines purpose for us, even though it no longer serves us. How do we redefine the role played for so long, providing fulfilment? We search inside, releasing resistance and listen to Self. The answer often chosen is the softness. In the process of choosing a new role, we sometimes choose to perform tasks, jobs, and fulfill obligations not to our liking, but it shows us what we don't want and who we are not, only to provide us with the vision of who we really are. Yes, this may cause some unsettling sensations, but if we learn how to accept what we are doing and just allow who we are to come through, then we can know who we are thorough actions and reactions. The choosing made was pre-chosen to allow a level of contrast so our Soul can remember who we are. The sensation felt from the contrast can be one reaction to who we are while taking the action of allowing to choose the second role or phase in our life.

Once a contract has been fulfilled, we can choose what we desire to do next. This phase is usually self discovery, becoming closer to Self. Once we become free of any distractions, our senses become more acute and clarity sets in. We slowly tune in the vibration all around us. All objects, people, and places vibrate with energy frequencies. These energy frequencies vibrate at varying rates. The slower the vibration, the more solid it is, we can see with our naked eye. The faster the vibration, the less solid it is, we can see flashes of energy or nothing at all. We rely on our intuition to feel the energy not visible to the naked eye. When there is an opportunity, experience, object, person, or relationship meant for us, we intuitively know it. Due to our human experience/ Earthly Role, we begin to second guess ourselves. We says things like, "Am I meant to do this?", "What's happening?", "Am I to have this?” and so on. When we throw this kind of energy into what we really want, we push even farther away. It is only important for us to feel good. If we don't feel good, then we have to change our thoughts and feelings about what is transpiring. Some of us become still and others take action to be bring awareness to what is transpiring around us. 

What is transpiring can be any number of things invoking sensations of awareness. This can happen in the midst of chaos bringing stillness or simply happen in stillness. The awareness coming through is "what life am I currently living?" Resulting in us reviewing the relationships we have and their meaning. Once we get out of our head, step out of our Earthly Role, we see the value of the relationship and begin to understand the agreement made with the Soul(s) involved. However, there can be a dominate or more awakened soul in the relationship seeing, knowing, feeling the connection of the agreement made, releasing any attachment to the Earthly Role once fulfilled. Once an agreement has been fulfilled, we feel joy, bliss, and love because we know we have completed our contract, we have done our part in helping someone else remember who they really are. When a soul has remembered who they really are, nothing else seems to really matter, except staying in a place to receive more knowledge of who they are. This can be through teaching, being an example, or by sharing.

When the agreement has been fulfilled, we have the choice to take on other agreements. This is a point of physical existence when we feel more "alive". We feel more alive because we know our true Self. The agreements can be more on a grand scale. It is like staring a second life, after a midlife crises. The agreements taken on after we fulfilled other ones have to be in alignment with who we are, allowing the same love presently felt to continue on in other life experiences. As we become still throughout life experiences, we become more present with the pre-sent. Resulting in us feeling good all the time about our choice to fulfill all agreements.

Today and everyday have appreciation for knowing our purpose in fulfilling our Spiritual Agreements in Earthly Roles.
Today and everyday have appreciation for releasing Earthly Roles once an agreement has been fulfilled.
Today and everyday have appreciation for allowing love to flow into every agreement made. 

The Summoning

Words express all desires
Living in panic of what to do next
Traveling to ascension
Making the choice to choose

The words to bring forth desires
Words sing 
Words breathe
Words create life to visions of predetermined desires
We all know what we want
We all have access to the same thing

Moving in one fluid vibration
Celebrating what was summoned
A sensation felt and remembered times over life expanded

Searching finite infinite wisdom to recreate and expand to awaken more
Stillness affects the process 
Here you are before thee brilliant light shared  

A thought is creation
A word is a whisper
A vision is confirmation
Called into experience
An extension of Source

I call upon you
I call forth the Divine Self the Divine Source to awaken this soul's full potential
I grant you permission to assist and guide me
Thank You for hearing the call of the soul

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Walking In Love

Be thankful this day for Living In Love.

What does Living In Love mean? A really good question, right? Through recent observations and listening, one thing kept coming through, "No One Is Alone". As I listened to various messages there was one common theme, “I felt alone and I wanted to make sure no one else felt as I did.” This resonated with me big time. When we experience change in our life, we feel alone, as no one can understand us. This is why I started writing, I wanted to let others know it was okay to feel, it was okay to know there is someone else feeling what you feel, and it was okay to know someone else is having your thoughts. It is okay to know and feel we are one, one with God Source. To live in love is to know we are all having, thinking, and feeling the same experience. We are all in universal committed relationship.

The relationship we have universally agreed to is unfamiliar to the symbiotic human host, until explained. How do we explain this? It is our job, soul to speak with newly created host before entering it to explain this cycle purpose and process. Our host's body job is to make sure we enter and exit the physical world to co-create the experience we chose. This body is an entity all itself, it functions as our soul does, in unison with a billion other cells, mini entities, each with an understanding of its role of being I Am enough.

We live because the body lives. This body functions like a soul of its own. Our host, this body knows only what we tell it, yet independently functions well until our tinkering and beliefs get in the way of how it functions. Example, if we tell our brain a thought it listens. The brain only listens to the thoughts we discover, pay attention too, the ones resonating to our soul through demonstration making it a belief. These new found beliefs slowly become integrated to our "Core Values". We get so stuck in the newly discovered thoughts and how we feel to a point where they become a way of collective life; meaning each soul mimics what each sees becoming a streaming thought throughout every soul. These new thoughts, ideas, or patterns can come from family or friends. The conception of the thought was long ago only to be transmuted to be Now. Remember, a thought is only as big as you allow it to be. The core values for some are a way of life, others it could mean a "soul washing" (meaning we completely forget who we are as a soul, not remembering the reason why we agreed to come Here, Earth.) There are key moments in each Soul's life to remember who we are and what we are here for. Over a period of time, these values may change to suite our experience of gradual awakening.

The awaking or remembering process is one of great love. To remember our soul is to love who we are and accept self where we are. What are we remembering? We are remembering our Soul, our True Self, our Source Self. Remembering is loving act. It is a feeling of being bathed in sunlight, with a gentle summer breeze hugging the body, it is feeling light. How do we remember? We have made agreements with our self and other souls to help us remember who we are. The people can be family friends, spouses, and even divine strangers. The ah ha's, deja vu's, and any other epiphanies has played out the way you conspired it too, even though there have been moments where the appearance shown otherwise. It is up to the Soul to understand the transpiration of key events of Now. During the process of the events playing out, how do we accept our self? There are Now moments where we question our worth; Are we good enough?” It is the beliefs we developed early on and allow to create such an illusion of a world filled with lack and unworthiness to a point where it became institution. This institution gave us an outline, a guide to feeling better. Yet, how does an institution make you feel more accepting of self, feel worthy of self if it's holding you in a place, in a state of constriction? How do you remember Self when stifled? You cannot. There is no energy flowing to lift your Soul to the Divine Right you deserve.

The Divine Right we all deserve is love. Everyone has tried to describe love and its many levels and aspects on a physical level, yet words are never enough. Love is a vibration resonating with every physical and nonphysical entity in existence. Compassion, Forgiveness, Gratitude, Appreciation are different vibrations of Love. We vibrate love constantly, whether we are aware of it or not. Depending on the level in which we vibrate allows more awareness into our experience. The lower the vibration, the slower the resonation, and the less aware we are in our experience. The higher the vibration, the faster the resonation, and the more aware we are in our experience. The vibration is one of fluctuation. This fluctuation stays fixed in this momentum until we allow higher states of love to keep flowing. How you may ask so we keep allowing higher states of vibration flowing to us? This experience is one I am becoming more aware of. I am learning to allow higher vibrations to flow by releasing of what no longer serves me and being more aware of love and compassion flowing out of me, genuinely. These means taking Now moments to be present (pre-sent). Seeing the moments sent to us, the moments and opportunities we have asked for Now. Asking, what is this moment for, what am I learn or remember by observing or taking action? Sometimes the action taken is to observe other species/life, and see their life with their eyes, express compassion. Everyone, everything, animate, inanimate, has life, energy flowing through it. We ALL deserve love.

How is unconditional love expressed and experienced? Know, feel, comprehend, God's love is infinitely expressed through others, even when you feel it has not conspired in the manner you desired. Remember all has worked in your favor regardless of the appearance. Knowing the intentions of those giving the love, is to share the love, be love, is expressed love. When our Soul truly expresses itself, it is a form of unconditional love. It matters not how it is expressed, it is love, it matters not on what vibrational frequency, it is love, no matter what object, it is love. Our pets, plants, gadgets, appliances, food, all has love. We offer our love to them and they return it, yet if they are mistreated, they checkout. Through appreciation of what we have through asking, our vibration rises. Then we become more in alignment of what we want and receive more of it. We then are a match for what we want and can transfer the same love to others and areas in our life.

Love is an energy that is transferable. Like electricity, it is an energy transferred to power our homes and gadgets. The energy used to power our environment is converted to suite our environmental desires. The love received from God is a natural, abundant energy encapsulating us. Throughout our existence this is all we know and feel, is love. Yet we allow our symbiotic experience to have amnesia, to forget where we come from. Then we go in search for what we truly want, love. We look in every place possible, outward and inward. The path we choose to search and intake information is of our choosing, but once we reach the place of love, it is rewarding. Along this path we are able to transfer our energy to others. This transfer allows for a connection other Souls. Souls are connected to love, an inexhaustible source fueling us.

Be thankful this day and everyday for having souls around us knowing we are not alone.
Be thankful this day and everyday for remembering what love feels like.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the love to fuel our Souls daily.

Love Line 

The path of unknowing the known
This is what's chosen by self with Divinity
One exhale of creation
One inhale of synchronicitySurrendering to the magic of the universe
The magic of universal love
Feeling the embrace of light covering the vessel containing the like
Emerging as one
Unified being I beseech you
Asking for guidance of awakening to love to trust love to love self to trust self

Taking steps forward
Moving slowly only to accelerate the process
Exposing the true light being
All creation in birthed and giving meaning with awakened evolution

A vibration
A frequency chosen to operate at optimum levels
Only listening to the Source
The Source of love
The Source of life
Alternating my frequency to match the alignment of One

Notice the subtle shift
Feeling the Divine
Feeling the Oneness
I now know the unknown
I now trust self

I now love as one