Thursday, September 5, 2013

Walking In Love

Be thankful this day for Living In Love.

What does Living In Love mean? A really good question, right? Through recent observations and listening, one thing kept coming through, "No One Is Alone". As I listened to various messages there was one common theme, “I felt alone and I wanted to make sure no one else felt as I did.” This resonated with me big time. When we experience change in our life, we feel alone, as no one can understand us. This is why I started writing, I wanted to let others know it was okay to feel, it was okay to know there is someone else feeling what you feel, and it was okay to know someone else is having your thoughts. It is okay to know and feel we are one, one with God Source. To live in love is to know we are all having, thinking, and feeling the same experience. We are all in universal committed relationship.

The relationship we have universally agreed to is unfamiliar to the symbiotic human host, until explained. How do we explain this? It is our job, soul to speak with newly created host before entering it to explain this cycle purpose and process. Our host's body job is to make sure we enter and exit the physical world to co-create the experience we chose. This body is an entity all itself, it functions as our soul does, in unison with a billion other cells, mini entities, each with an understanding of its role of being I Am enough.

We live because the body lives. This body functions like a soul of its own. Our host, this body knows only what we tell it, yet independently functions well until our tinkering and beliefs get in the way of how it functions. Example, if we tell our brain a thought it listens. The brain only listens to the thoughts we discover, pay attention too, the ones resonating to our soul through demonstration making it a belief. These new found beliefs slowly become integrated to our "Core Values". We get so stuck in the newly discovered thoughts and how we feel to a point where they become a way of collective life; meaning each soul mimics what each sees becoming a streaming thought throughout every soul. These new thoughts, ideas, or patterns can come from family or friends. The conception of the thought was long ago only to be transmuted to be Now. Remember, a thought is only as big as you allow it to be. The core values for some are a way of life, others it could mean a "soul washing" (meaning we completely forget who we are as a soul, not remembering the reason why we agreed to come Here, Earth.) There are key moments in each Soul's life to remember who we are and what we are here for. Over a period of time, these values may change to suite our experience of gradual awakening.

The awaking or remembering process is one of great love. To remember our soul is to love who we are and accept self where we are. What are we remembering? We are remembering our Soul, our True Self, our Source Self. Remembering is loving act. It is a feeling of being bathed in sunlight, with a gentle summer breeze hugging the body, it is feeling light. How do we remember? We have made agreements with our self and other souls to help us remember who we are. The people can be family friends, spouses, and even divine strangers. The ah ha's, deja vu's, and any other epiphanies has played out the way you conspired it too, even though there have been moments where the appearance shown otherwise. It is up to the Soul to understand the transpiration of key events of Now. During the process of the events playing out, how do we accept our self? There are Now moments where we question our worth; Are we good enough?” It is the beliefs we developed early on and allow to create such an illusion of a world filled with lack and unworthiness to a point where it became institution. This institution gave us an outline, a guide to feeling better. Yet, how does an institution make you feel more accepting of self, feel worthy of self if it's holding you in a place, in a state of constriction? How do you remember Self when stifled? You cannot. There is no energy flowing to lift your Soul to the Divine Right you deserve.

The Divine Right we all deserve is love. Everyone has tried to describe love and its many levels and aspects on a physical level, yet words are never enough. Love is a vibration resonating with every physical and nonphysical entity in existence. Compassion, Forgiveness, Gratitude, Appreciation are different vibrations of Love. We vibrate love constantly, whether we are aware of it or not. Depending on the level in which we vibrate allows more awareness into our experience. The lower the vibration, the slower the resonation, and the less aware we are in our experience. The higher the vibration, the faster the resonation, and the more aware we are in our experience. The vibration is one of fluctuation. This fluctuation stays fixed in this momentum until we allow higher states of love to keep flowing. How you may ask so we keep allowing higher states of vibration flowing to us? This experience is one I am becoming more aware of. I am learning to allow higher vibrations to flow by releasing of what no longer serves me and being more aware of love and compassion flowing out of me, genuinely. These means taking Now moments to be present (pre-sent). Seeing the moments sent to us, the moments and opportunities we have asked for Now. Asking, what is this moment for, what am I learn or remember by observing or taking action? Sometimes the action taken is to observe other species/life, and see their life with their eyes, express compassion. Everyone, everything, animate, inanimate, has life, energy flowing through it. We ALL deserve love.

How is unconditional love expressed and experienced? Know, feel, comprehend, God's love is infinitely expressed through others, even when you feel it has not conspired in the manner you desired. Remember all has worked in your favor regardless of the appearance. Knowing the intentions of those giving the love, is to share the love, be love, is expressed love. When our Soul truly expresses itself, it is a form of unconditional love. It matters not how it is expressed, it is love, it matters not on what vibrational frequency, it is love, no matter what object, it is love. Our pets, plants, gadgets, appliances, food, all has love. We offer our love to them and they return it, yet if they are mistreated, they checkout. Through appreciation of what we have through asking, our vibration rises. Then we become more in alignment of what we want and receive more of it. We then are a match for what we want and can transfer the same love to others and areas in our life.

Love is an energy that is transferable. Like electricity, it is an energy transferred to power our homes and gadgets. The energy used to power our environment is converted to suite our environmental desires. The love received from God is a natural, abundant energy encapsulating us. Throughout our existence this is all we know and feel, is love. Yet we allow our symbiotic experience to have amnesia, to forget where we come from. Then we go in search for what we truly want, love. We look in every place possible, outward and inward. The path we choose to search and intake information is of our choosing, but once we reach the place of love, it is rewarding. Along this path we are able to transfer our energy to others. This transfer allows for a connection other Souls. Souls are connected to love, an inexhaustible source fueling us.

Be thankful this day and everyday for having souls around us knowing we are not alone.
Be thankful this day and everyday for remembering what love feels like.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the love to fuel our Souls daily.

Love Line 

The path of unknowing the known
This is what's chosen by self with Divinity
One exhale of creation
One inhale of synchronicitySurrendering to the magic of the universe
The magic of universal love
Feeling the embrace of light covering the vessel containing the like
Emerging as one
Unified being I beseech you
Asking for guidance of awakening to love to trust love to love self to trust self

Taking steps forward
Moving slowly only to accelerate the process
Exposing the true light being
All creation in birthed and giving meaning with awakened evolution

A vibration
A frequency chosen to operate at optimum levels
Only listening to the Source
The Source of love
The Source of life
Alternating my frequency to match the alignment of One

Notice the subtle shift
Feeling the Divine
Feeling the Oneness
I now know the unknown
I now trust self

I now love as one

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Difference Between Hope and Trust

Be thankful this day for the difference between Hope and Trust. 
When we think of the words hope and trust, we think the words have the same meaning. Hope give us an emotional since a situation will improve and keep offering the like emotion until the undesired situation has dissolved. Yet, the situation can't dissolve because we keep feeding the situation with a weakened energy of hope. The situation will become more noticed and take center stage and even spill over to other life situations. However trust is the opposite. Trust empowers us emotionally to know whatever situation has befallen, it will be dissolved, transmuted, and taken care of. Once we give in to the power of trust, we allow life to happen, to unfold like rose. The question now becomes, how do we transition from hope to trust? 

To transition from hope to trust takes awareness of the energy given off. As mention in the previous paragraph, hope carries a weakened energy. 

Example statements: I hope to go on a cruise. I hope to win the grand prize.

Those statements don't sound too empowering. The reason why we have dis-empowered ourselves is through conditioning. We have been conditioned to have hope in every action, thought, and word. "We always hope for the best." How do you feel when hopeful? Hopeful? OK? Blah? Bland? Hope lessens the expectation of our truest desire. If we really want to win, and we all do, the feeling of hope makes it ok if we don't win, because we lessened our expectation. But now I know the thought is I really want to win, I desire to win, but sometimes we say “I hope to win”. We say the word "hope" out loud to make others feel good. Only we know how it feels to evoke a good feeling. Only we know what it takes to evoke a good feeling and we all want to feel good. The good feeling enhances our earthly experience. And the good feeling we are talking about is LOVE.

 All our truest desires are born from love. Love is an emotional indicator of what is going on in and around us. The love felt from our desire allows us to be more open to trusting our-self. With the emotional energy of love added to thoughts, actions and words, we create more trusting internal environment. We then flow to a more natural state of being. This new awareness creates more loving statements.

 Example statements: I am going on a cruise. I am going to win.

These statements are more empowering. Do you feel you can trust yourself? Can you allow the process of trust to grant your truest desires? Do you feel you love yourself enough to trust in the process? Do you feel love flowing?

Hope is a nagging feeling. "I hope this will happen, I hope things will work in my favor." Hope and worry are the same, different words, yet they give off the same energy. Trust is a feeling of engagement. You are more engaged with life and creative process to allow what you want to manifest." I know this is for me, I know this will happen in a way to benefit me, I know this will happen to create a new experience."  To trust is to let go and surrender to the experience you are creating with love. 
Trusting yourself allows your story to be told while being an example for others. Our life here is to figure out a way to be awakened from the illusion we have created. The illusion created lessens who we are while making others feel good. We want to feel great and others feel great with us. Remember we are one and there is no longer a need to lie to yourself through the hope of illusion, creating disappointment. Our soul is a joyous one. We all share in the grand happiness, love.

Be thankful this day and everyday to recognize the emotion of hope knowing it's not ok to be just ok.
Be thankful this day and everyday to feel the power of trusting self to creating the best loving experience now. 
Be thankful this day and everyday knowing all thoughts, words, and action are born from love, we are worthy to live a filled with it, love.


The Fashioner

Surveying the valley from peaceful peeks
Feeling a rise in vibration in the center eye
Co-creating a world in one vision

A barrier of protection during the birthing process
Allowing energies to gather
Moving in unison
Enjoying the momentum felt
The energy of all creation
Love

Having a tool to fashion imagination
Wielding creative insight bringing fourth one soul
Striking the hammer to chisel out incarnation of unity
Sparking I am present to life


Knowing all is purpose
Remolding singular purpose
Each entity
Each object has their purpose


Feeling alive with each creation
Feeling alive by sharing each creation
Fashion each creation from one source

Thought
Thought is energy
Thought is life
Thought is silence
Thought is love in motion
Thought is God's voice speaking
Thought is Us
Thought is One

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Contrast

Be thankful this day for Contrast.

Contrast is experiencing both what you want and what you don't want. To feel and know this contrast, we experience our truest desire or a facsimile of it first, followed by the opposite. This occurs to be sure to self this is what we want, our truest desire. However, as a culture, we have placed so much emphasis on what we don't want that millions of us get stuck there, being focused on what we don't want. For example, we says things like "I don't want to get sick." This takes me back to the one of my first spiritual lessons. The universe only hears, the positive intentions and words, example, "I want to be a millionaire." The universe hears that and will grant your wish, but of course it will take bit more effort for the wish to come true. Then when we say "I don't want to be sick“. The universe hears, "I do want to be sick." Then we become intuned with the vibration and ultimately become sick. The question now becomes, how do we allow our truest desire to come forth, without struggle?

The quick answer is, there is no struggle, and there is only what we allow. We allow our soul to experience contrast to have assurance we are doing what we are meant to do, or simply be. Our being is what makes the difference of the contrasting experience. Once we come to peace with what was chosen to experience, the light of who we are comes to surface. 

We create the illusion of a struggle from a place of fear and doubt, while in the contrasting experience of what we want. While in the place, some individuals come to accept this experience from a place of fear, saying "this is as good as it will get", while in the same eternal moment, pondering the thought "I had everything I wanted". This form of processing thoughts creates conflicting realities. Which reality do you want to live in? If we choose the fear based thought, the role of victimhood settles in. The power once had is now gone, yet we have the power to change what we "don't" like. From the time we are born into this physical world, we are live in one eternal moment, the NOW.

This NOW allows us to be time travels in a since of our life, to use our energy, our higher self to go back and fix something we didn't like. I am in the process of learning this. How this is accomplished is through meditation and setting an intention to envision a moment where is was unsatisfactory to create a new image, imprint, memory, outcome to what you desire. However the key to creating a memory is setting the intention with emotion. All things are done in love. Once we are open to living our changed life, the eternal moment becomes more fluid. The contingency of our fluidity is accepting what is with the willingness to change the pattern of what we don't want.

Once we are able to see what we don't want, we have a choice, do stay stuck in what we don't want, or do we change our vibration to what we do want? All actions taken are by choice, we can choose to stay in the thought or vibration, "this is good as it will get" or struggle in the weary energy of "I don't want that". Once we change our thought pattern to know everything we truly want is in our reach by simply changing them and adding the love emotion, all is possible and all is probable. 

By experiencing contrast, we create balance through acceptance. By knowing what we don't want, we focus our energy on what we want. When our focus shift, we become more aware of our thoughts and when a "don't want" thought arises we are more nimble to change to a "do want" feeling and thought.

Every "do want" feeling and thought creates love, joy, happiness, excitement and all the like emotions to bring you more of what you want. All we are, all we desire is to have love, to feel love. Remember, we are Energy Beings first having a Human Experience. Our Source Self desires for us to have the same physical experience as non-physical one, LOVE.

Be thankful this day and everyday to experience the contrast of daily life to know what is desired.
Be thankful this day and everyday to know the feeling of contrast to shift thoughts and alignment feeling.
Be thankful this day and everyday having balance from contrast creating love for self and knowing what you want.



The Observer

What do I want
My desire
What do I see
Blindly
Inside my mind's eye
Visions of color
Visions of grandeur

My experience is to experience the heart
Knowing what it wants
Seduced by tangible sensations
Becoming lost in physical self
The dense energy of me split in two
Who do I choose

Feeling lost in the contrast
I know what I want
I know the experience is mine
Feeling the weight of which way
The density of what I don't want dragging the soul
I am my own anchor

The depths of density is allowing me to look up
Seeing the clarity of what I want
Asking for what I want in stillness
My call is heard and guides serve to aide me
I know what I don't want
Now an observer of self
Having a contrasting experience creates balance
Acknowledge the path chosen to bridge the wholeness of self

A being of reflection releasing control of reflective behaviors
Repelling other intruding thoughts and ideas no longer of service
We are one having an individual experience sharing insight co-creating a universe of light

Love is here
Love we share
Love is eternal
I am a reflection of me
I am a reflection of we
We are connected
We are observers of self
I see you

Friday, June 14, 2013

Thank You Thursday Volume 1, Now Available

This is the first of three books in a series sharing Hillis’ personal perception of gratitude from weekly experiences. Hillis Pugh shares the power of gratitude in this wisdom-filled and inspiring book that reminds us to be thankful in every aspect of life. Categorized by topics we can all relate to, this first volume of Thank You Thursday also includes several of Pugh’s poetic masterpieces.

Excerpt:
“Acts of service, kindness, and generosity are meant to heart felt and genuine acts without expectations. How do you know if they are genuine acts or if someone really is in need? Knowing the difficulty of this considering the society and times living in, the voice of consciousness will let you know. Your spirit will move you to aide others in their time of need. No matter the circumstance, you’ll be ready to service another when the opportunity presents itself. We are meant to help each other daily, not just during the holidays or special events, or opportunities. There is a heartfelt joy when we know our deed has helped another. This is a joy that will continue to grow as we genuinely help others. We all have a part to play in the service of others. Just because “Tom” is volunteering at a shelter doesn’t mean you have to as well. Find what speaks to your soul.
Shell of Life
A vessel to sustain the energy contained given life too
Divinity set in motion
A process of awakening
Being close to home
Lifeless atoms charged with purpose
Fathomlly connected with unity
All made up of one life
One energy
Different reasons
One goal
Great care is desired for a fragile shell easily shattered by devices not of this world
Sending out an S.O.S
Save Our Souls
Save Our Shell
Save Our System
Save Our Skin
Save Our Senses
Save Our Strength
Save Our Society
Save Our Spirit
This call can only be answered by the energy within
A vessel no longer a shell
Now unified with energy of life
Born again to the awaking action
Welcoming the familiar and embracing the unknown
The full circle one life to the next an expression of the energy given life too

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Transitions


Be thankful this day for Transitions.

When we think of transitions we think of change. However, we forget about the process of the transition. During the process of the transition, we grieve. The grieving allows for space during the transitions to analyze what we are letting go of to move forward. We weigh the pros and cons of this transition creating doubt, i.e. "Should I or Shouldn't I". Instead of over thinking the transition, we should just listen. Through listening, we follow what is in our best interest from Source. Remember this is the life We planned and can alter at any moment through free will. I personally do understand once we are in a place of comfort, we don't feel comfortable with any form of transition. We have to find the courage within self to know what is best to live the life desired. The question now becomes, do we live a life We choose to awaken self, remember who we are, and live in Our purpose or do we live a life of regret, internally knowing "I could have done better"?

When there is a great opportunity present, one to alter our current life situation, sometimes we jump at the chance, other times we let the opportunity pass. Depending of the opportunity and how it will change our life, we will respond fight of fly. The reason for the "fight or fly" response is because when the opportunity presents itself there may be unknowns causing uncertainty. When something new presents itself there is always a level of uncertainty. The uncertainty felt may stem from outer sources, this is when we have to take a look at we are surrounding our self with or our environment. However, we have to remember, each opportunity, each moment is a gift, a present, they were all pre-sent to us. 

We forget about what we have asked for to be sent to before incarnate, because we choose to remember through action who we really are. Our friends, family, environment, and choices, impact the awakening, or remembering process. Grieving is so important to the soul and the process of remembering. What we remember and how we remember, plays an important role in any transition we are experiencing. On a soul level we already know what to do, yet we allow the human experience to cloud the path we are on through various sensations and experiences. I'm not saying not to be human or experience what you chose, but don't allow yourself to become the victim of the experience you chose. This is the life chosen to live in joy and love.

The life chosen is one of a singular entity, Us. We are experiencing self with self and through self. Once we come to awaken in the inner knowing we are here living with the same purpose through different experiences, our life will truly be one.

We have allowed a life comfort or complacency. There is a difference between the two, comfort is when you feel at ease of in the flow what is transpiring in your life, while complacency is when you accept what is happen and ending up as the victim in the reality created by you. When you feel at ease, you allow more of the same to enter in your reality. When you are complacent, you are reactive to all surrounding you, you feel there is no control in your life and accept being the victim. As the victim, you don't take any blame for the life present or pre-sent moments. We have to remember, no matter where we are at in our life, we give off a vibration and the Universe, Source, God, matches the vibration and sends us what is asked, verbally, mentally and by actions. Yet when we are at a place of comfort, life is easy, we are in the flow and accept how our life is flowing. We can control the flow through awareness of being present when moments and opportunities arrive and filled with joy when they do. This expression is opening us to more like and greater moments. 

When we get out of our head, life is less confusing and conflicting. Our role is to enjoy life and remember self through universal experiences. Living from within, where God lives, where the Source lives, where the Universe lives, is the place We live, because We are all One. 

As we expand our thoughts to include universal possibilities, we become free of living as the victim and regrets from not listening within. Our Source-self is our guide along with other Beings of light. When we cut out our light, we become blind and accepting to the dark world filling the space. It is our awareness of the dark world when the light shines, and can't be extinguished through hope. Our light of hope is the opportunity pre-sent to us live in the wake of awaking we have asked for. Just be aware, it is here Now for you to live, love and enjoy fully.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the ease of flow in all things.
Be thankful this day and everyday for releasing victimhood and being in control of life's flow.
Be thankful this day and everyday for being aware to receive pre-sent moments with love, joy and compassion.


Zero Point

Starting where I end
Ending where I begin
Coming back to center
In alignment with self and all existence

Movement in stillness
Understanding the nothingness in being
Knowing the vastness of desiring
Both are aligned in evolution of one

Experience the totality of energy
Solid Matter
Human
Fluidity
Our pure state
Transformation
Transmutation
Ever morphing

Knowing the true identity of self
Awaking to knowing who we are 
Who am I
Who we are is one

One is the Source-Self
One is the Source of all existence
All in existence was created manifested by thought
The sheer will of will

Awaking to know what matters
Self
Purpose
Re-unification
Love

A place of peace
A sanctuary of renewal
A cycle of continuum evolution
A point a place where all is infinite
A point a place where energy existence both nothing and something
A conclusion of all that is and all that I am

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Cycles and the Process


Be thankful this day for Cycles and the Process.

Cycles are a grand part of our spiritual evolution. We repeat cycles constantly and consistently through sleep and routines. Our cycle offers us opportunities of rejuvenation and evolution. With each cycle progression, we can choose to stay stagnant or evolve. If we choose to stay stagnate, we feel comfortable in the space we create to live in, but does it serve our higher purpose?  If we choose to evolve, we are moving with the life current and this path is different for everyone, yet it offers the same result, growth and connection to God and all humanity. The question is how do we recognize our cycles to influence evolution of self and others?

We experience cycles daily, whether we are aware of them or not. For example, we experience lunar cycles, solar cycles, astrological cycles, yearly cycles, and human cycles (physical and hormonal changes). Each cycle brings forth a change. If we become aware of these cycles, we can set new intentions for self-evolution. Once we can learn to evolve self, we can teach others how to master it.  

Each cycle has a new and different energy imprinted on it. We recently experienced the beginning of a new calendar year bringing with it, new hopes and dreams for humanity, but even more important we experienced an end of a 26,000 year cycle. The new 26,000 year cycle brought us to the center of the Milkyway galaxy, bringing with new energies of 5th dimension. This new energy will allow humanity to experience oneness and become more open to receive new light resulting in more sensitivity and compassion towards one another. I am aware of the recent events flooding the airwaves of the shootings, yet this only serves as a reminder for humanity to set new loving intentions for self. The result of the events did lead to more compassion and a reminder; we have to put an end to what no longer serves us as a whole.

Each cycle serves a purpose, yet we can control the outcome by setting our intentions. In order to set the desired intentions we have to sit in stillness to know what the true purpose is. What is the purpose of my soul, what is the purpose of the message being sent, what is the purpose of event happening, what is this cycle teaching me, what can I teach self, what can I share with others...? 

Each question is a representation of process. The process is another form of a cycle. It is not until the process/cycle is over we reflect and gain appreciation for it. The process/cycle is fast, it's slow, it's whatever you desire it to be, yet at the same moment is has to recognized, its calls, begs for recognition. Why do we wait to show appreciation for it, to celebrate it? 

Each cycle serves its purpose, whether it's to show our opposite so we can experience what don't what or if it's in alignment to show us who we really are and what we truly desire. Each process is a mirror reflecting back at the Creator. We are the Creators of the process and Maters of light. All we experience is because we choose too. We reflect our experience upon one another to analyze them only to be modified for the next cycle. In order to Be Who We Are, We Have To Be Who We Are Not.

The process is of trial and error as our brain can process the information of the events in the cycle. However on a subconscious level, on a soul level, we are fully aware of what is taking place. This is at times why we feel an adrenaline high during a process/cycle in alignment with our purpose. Once we have it all figured out, we can choose to stay in a state of bliss or move on to the next cycle to eventually achieve personal enlightenment, or living lively. 

The purpose of the process and cycle is for Us to remember who we are and share them remembrance with others. With each step taken in the process, we grow a greater appreciation for the reflection of choices made to be Who We Really Are. Who Are We... We Are One Soul experiencing life on many levels in many forms.

Be thankful this day and everyday for the cycles surrounding Us daily to remind Us Who We Are.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the reflection received to know the path taken is the one chosen.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the love given and received during cycle to spark evolution of self with Self.


Exalted

I've been here before
One time
Another place
An illusion created to remember

Overcome with grief to release the former
Lost in confusion
What to release as I move to a new dimension

3 to 5
A new light
A new Life
Assimilated as the old fell away

Fully present in the ever happening now
Flashing to conceived light
Remembering the choice made to be here
Remembering actions taken to remember

Risen to light of oneness
Risen to being of Self with You
Being whole
Being United
Being Us
We have risen

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Conscious Choice


Be thankful this day for Conscious Choice. 

The conscious choice is being in complete awareness of the choices already made, predetermined. When we come to a place of decision our soul has made the choice leading to the next level of unlocking or remembering who we are. However, when we arrive at place of indecision our soul has made the choice guiding us to be awakened, but we fail to see the logic or understanding of the choice already made. At times choices are really choices; they are merely spotlights on the path of remembering. These spotlights or choices are signals letting us know we are on the path we chose at our incarnation to remember who we really are. Who are really, One with All. 

Now the question becomes, how do we become aware of the choices already made to fully awaken to the Oneness of self?

We exist to experience the Divinity and Oneness of all creation and replication of Self, God. To know who we really are, we chose to replicate Self in as many ways as possible to see the beauty of Self. I know it may sound vain, however conceit comes human ego, the human experience. To know God, we have to be God, yet in the same moment, we have to know God as something more than Us. We have to experience who we are not to be know who we are. The choice made to replicate Self was to reflect back upon self to see the beauty, divinity and perfection of the all existence. Since we chose to forget who we are, we view our life in human form separate from God, yet our true desire is to be one with God and all existence. 

Our choices made are perfect; yes our choices made are perfect. The reason why we are unable to see the perfection in our choices is because our lack of belief or faith in them. If we simply follow our intuition and release all doubt, we then can clearly see the perfect in the choice, thus becoming more aware with decision already made. When we are facing multiple choices, doubts sets in and seek validation of the right choice to be made. Yet all we have to do is seek inner peace, resulting in guidance to know the right choice. However our chosen amnesia serves us to experience life to the fullest. I personally understand how it feels to be afraid in a situation not knowing what to do. 

Example: Recently my job situation was not the best for me, I was seeking another, yet grateful what I had chosen to do. In a span of two weeks went through three interviews with the one company. The day of my second interview, I was recommended for a third (which I was not expecting). I got hired on the spot. A week later I started my new job and it was not what I expected it to be. I was able to go back to my previous employer with a promotion and a raise.

During this process of choices, I was in the present moment. I didn't allow myself to think I just reacted to what my desire was. I finally understood in order for me to receive the choices I truly desired, I had Be in alignment with Divine Consciousness. 

The Divine Consciousness is when are awakened to knowing who we are becoming in alignment with the predetermined choices. The predetermined choice is a choice made before we entered into this world. However we can choose not to follow the predetermined choices through the act of free will. Free will is the soul living in the enjoyment of the human experience. The human experience is a tangible one. Yet every choice is a perfect choice, even the acts of free will. The human experience, is full of illusions and is meant to enjoyed, but not to a point where the soul gets lost and truly forgets self. If or when it does get to a point where the soul does forget self and desires to remember who we are, we have to power within to reach out to the Divine Consciousness to be re-awakened. 

Our awakening is a process and is meant to be enjoyed. While in the human experience we tend to focus on the end result and not the process. The true joy comes from the process. I can say I am guilty of focusing on the end result. Personally the end result is what drives me and maybe many of you. How do we stop or slow down to enjoy the process? We don't slow down, we have to stay with the pace of all the present changes occurring now in this world and the key is to stay present or pre-sent (present), meaning all is happening now and being pre-sent to us as we manifest our true desires, our choices.

Be thankful this day and everyday to know the predetermined choices to remember who we really are.
Be thankful this day and everyday to feel and see the perfection in all replication of God's existence, Oneness. 
Be thankful this day and everyday to know the Divine Consciousness through remembrance and enjoyment of the cycling process. 


Orgasm

A present moment of elation
Releasing tension
An entity of multiple dimensions

Reflection upon the magnificence of self with Self
In awe of what I'm capable of doing
Seeing pass the illusions created for enjoyment

Living in the process of now
Making the vow to be whole once again
Unified through a connection of purpose and enlightenment

A Being of Being satisfying self with a choice of awareness
Having a complete Knowing of me
Accepting the poorness to remember me
Being more than conceived
Being what I believe