Thursday, December 10, 2009

Self Worth

Be thankful this day for self worth.
Self worth is the measuring stick of feeling loved or loving ourselves. We as humans long to be appreciated for who we are and what we do. Some of us commit acts of kindness and desire to shout out good deeds from the roof tops, while others humbly stand by without acknowledging themselves. This is where society and teachings separate. As children we are taught to have manners, by saying please and thank you to acknowledge others for their kind deeds for us. As time progresses into adulthood, we learn it's ok to take what we want, not necessarily stealing, but showing lack or gratitude and appreciation for what we have, what is given and being done for us. Then we fill ourselves up with stuff and not able to fully enjoy ourselves. Example, you move into a very spacious, luxurious home, you need to fill it up. You go out buy the basics, furniture, appliances, knick knacks, etc. Now you can live in your home comfortably, enjoy your space. As time progresses you accumulate more knick knacks, before you know it your home is cluttered. The value of home and lifestyle has been depreciated. This is how most of us live, holding on the accumulated stuff in our life. The self worth and appreciation is gone. We all at one point had self worth. How do you regain the love and appreciation you once had?

We all have something we love and appreciate about ourselves, let that be the focal point. Working from the inside out to find the excess in which we carry. This is how to find your self worth. Self worth is not monetized by acts of kindness nor vanity of self. Self worth is knowing who you are, being confident in the knowledge of self and appreciating yourself for you are. Yes it's ok to treat yourself to something you feel will move your spirit to a better place, but make sure it's what your spirit wants and not what society dictates. Taking a well deserved trip, take an unscheduled lunch or distraction from the day. Self worth is making yourself feel good in alignment with your spirit and being a joy to others in their presence. Be thankful this day and everyday for the ability to love ourselves. Be thankful this day and everyday for the manners taught to us to show gratitude for all we have and given to us. Be thankful this day and everyday for the knowledge of self to feel worthy in the presence of self and others.


Space


Living the laws that define me still creating my space of life freedom breaking the rules I make times taking the whole cake


Living life of emotions and intuition that was given slipping deep into myself plot a future path of a new view with past mistakes I feel out of place


Claiming what is rightfully yours adore the time given to create mold to what you believe conceive birth soon to float fly to an earthly heaven


Infinite stars that I share with some may fall others will evolve into something bigger still we all shine brightly one not the same similar contained in a cluster of the beautiful ones

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Memories

Be thankful this day for our memories.
Memories is our personal database servicing as checkpoints in our lives. They are often triggered by conversations or pictures, anything tangible. Memories plays a very important role in our daily activity. They guide in the decision making process, guide our emotions, and guide us in daily functions and motor skills. When we learn a new skill, word, function, etc., it's stored in our memory to refer back to when we need that memory, emotion, function, or associated with it. The learning process is on-going and never stops, it is the person that stops and the mind or brain does not receive the desire exercise. As children, we have an innate curiosity. The level of curiosity wanes as we get older, because we feel there is nothing more to learn, however the memories are still there from the lesson and takes a little more work to retrieve them. As we progress in life, at times we block out certain memories or wonder why we have a certain affinity or fear of an action, object, word, location, etc. When we are faced with the fear or affinity, the associated memory comes back to us vividly and emotionally.

Memories transcend life times. If you believe in reincarnation or past lives, our previous lives holds on to memories that was very joyful or traumatic. This serves as a message, work that was incomplete or something different for you. Times we have a the affinity or fear from a past life. We are drawn to people, places and objects from our past life. The memories from those times maybe be vague, yet still hold great meaning for us. At times have you ever wondered why you drawn to a city, person or object or have an inexplicable fear or phobia? It could have been something relating to your past life. A memory times may not be a memory, but a message, a sign or a warning. How do you tell the difference? You will know, especially if you feel deja vu. A memory is a mental database of life lessons, guiding us in our daily lives, however we should not let them dictate our lives, but embrace them for what they are. Each memory serves its purpose. Be thankful this day and everyday for the memories we have to serve us on the daily basis. Be thankful this day and everyday for the curiosity to learn new things. Be thankful this day and everyday for the transcending of time to connect us with others who brought meaning in our lives.


Soul

Apart of He created form the earth we walk

a single cell one day the bell will toll for all souls


A tenacious vessel carries me able to preserver through trials of life as I sustain revive my vessel becoming my sanctuary


As I speak to you believing in the words spoken from past lives longing for an understanding of what I am soon to be accept me then come one day no surprise I’ve taken over


Accomplished the deeds of a this vessel laid to rest soon to be renewed the eyes gaze beyond the sky looking for my new sanctuary feeding off the elements


I am your core I made you whole just like the air you don’t see you believe you breathe me


Protecting me those who deserve and saving the disbelievers whenever they call whenever they fall traveling through space and time intertwine with beings