What I Am Not

Be thankful this day for "What I Am Not."

 Who we are not has much more to do with who we are. We focus so much on what we desire, and what we are, we tend to forget about our polar opposite. I'm not saying to lose our sense of "positivity" but without our opposite how can we know what we truly want and how to live now. Who we are changes from moment to moment and is subject to change with our external circumstances. Yet, our external circumstances have no bearing on who we truly are. The circumstances themselves are an experience we choose to go through to better understand the process of being human. Each experience is not unique to the soul having it, what makes the process unique is each different response to it. Each response is added to the collective mind (Akashic record). With each recorded response, we are getting close to who we are not to be who we are. The question now becomes, how do I know who I truly am?

How do you know who you are? The answer to this question is different for everyone, depending on where you are in the process of life. Are we more than flesh holding our Soul, yes; are we more than the energy creating life, yes; are we more than light shining brightly for others to follow, yes. Who we are and who we are not is relative to the situation and circumstance in the moment it occurs. Most of us look through life with glasses of judgment and labels. The process of judgment allows us to label a person or situation for self to better understand the person and situation according to our human experience. Yet our human experience is to remind us who we are, our Soul Self. We live from a place of memory, and this is why we judge our situations from previous ones. Our memory serves us to remember experiences and not judge present ones based on previous ones. What we fail to understand in the beginning is process of acceptance. All we experience is a process. The process of acceptance allows us to look at self, others, and situations, as they are, free from labels and judgment. To get to know who we are is a process of acceptance of self. Once we learn how to accept self we can accept others. Now, how we label self and others is a different process.

We label everything! The labels we created made it easier for the human brain to discern what is good and what is bad. What we view as good or bad is subjective and relative at the moment it occurs. All of the people, items, situations, and places we label as bad do not serve our best interest, or we are not interested in. All the people, items, situations, and places we label as good serves our higher self and most interested in. Then there are the people, items, situations, and places we are indecisive about, because we simply don't care. Have we stopped to think why we have our personal label for everything? We label all from a place of curiosity and higher knowing. The labels are meant for the instance of an occurrence and a not continual label of similarity to be judged. Each person, item, situation and place is meant for a singular experience and should be accepted as it is and not judged or labeled from previous experiences. By labeling all experiences based on previous ones the same; we are limiting our growth and understanding about who we are not.

We all desire to be our Divine Self and live in our true purpose. In order to accomplish this way of living, we have to experience the opposite of our truest desire. What this looks like will be different for everyone. How we will get there will be different for everyone. Once on the path of acceptance, the process of being who we truly are takes place. We begin to see life as it is. We fill out hearts with more compassion and empathy. We begin to see clearly and better understand the choices each soul makes. We accept people and situations as they are. We increase the energy of around us with more acceptance. Who we are not is no more than who we are to be.

Remember all that is experienced is a process and serves a purpose in the moment occurred. The purpose is seeing life as it is, no more, no less, while bringing more light to what simply IS. We already have the knowledge to be who we truly desire to be. Yet we all believe our wisdom comes from applying our knowledge to each situation, yet, our wisdom comes from sharing what we know, our innate knowing of being connected to the Universe and to God. Now the process becomes knowing and having faith in what we already are. Do you know what we already are? We are more than we appear to be, more than we reveal, yet all is shown, all is seen in our daily life. Only you know and can accept who you are now and to be who desire to be in the Now.

Be thankful this day and everyday to know who we are and who we are not in the process of life.
Be thankful this day and everyday to bring clarity and acceptance to situations and people who open the Soul.
Be thankful this day and everyday to remember our source of wisdom, allowing it shared and magnified with Self and others.


Equal Two

I am everything
I am everywhere
I am nothing
I am nowhere
I am darkness
I am light
I am present
I am absent
I am the choice made
I am the indecision
I am as you made me
I am created by you
I am you and you are me
I am the creation
I am the creator
I am universal
I am insignificant
I am joy
I am pain
I am love
I am fear
I am success
I am failure
I am alive
I am dead
I am good
I am bad
I am the is
I am omnipotent
I am feeble

I exist because I am not
I exist because I am
I exist in harmony with self
I exist with the equal parts of the sum of Self
I exist because you exist
We exist because you exist

We are two equals not separate
We are whole
We are one

Our Only Job, Love

Today have appreciation for Our Only Job, Love.

When the word job comes to mind, we think of the physical and mental labor encountered daily. Whether if it's a laborious task or something we are mindless or half hardheartedly doing, we consider it a "job". What do we consider a job? Growing up, I was taught and shown through family, neighbors, friends, and society that a job was something grown-ups did to earn money to provide security for the family. This over time became a personal belief. We had to work hard at a job to provide for self and others. I suppose this is why one of the first jobs I had was taking care of my neighbor's dog, then later worked for a grocery store as a teenager, and even later interned in a corporate office. Personally I learned valuable work ethics and values. At one point or another, we learned about our self, what we liked, what we will tolerate, and what motivates us. This is who we are on the physical human level. What is our job? Love is our job. As Souls having a human experience, we are to allow love into the experience we chose. How can we accomplish such a glorious feat, to bring love into our full awareness and sharing it with others?

Our personal beliefs will vary in how we achieve love and bring it to the awareness of self. As the old saying goes "If you can't love yourself, how are you going to love anyone else?" As humans we quantify what we call the emotion of love. In fact love is an energy. We quantify this energy with varying levels of emotion and energy, even though it's all the same. Love is Love. We feel we have to love out of obligation. This love out of obligation can stem from someone doing a kind deed, so you feel you must repay them with kindness, a form of love. Some feel to love out of obligation not to hurt anyone else, loving out of fear. Others can feel obligated to love their family, because simply they are family and they raised you in the human experience. We can also have a temporary sensation of having an obligated love fixated on an object or person giving what we think is love. In all of these examples, love is a job. We fulfill it because it is a task. All of these thoughts run into our belief system, creating an illusion of love. Are we truly aware of the love we are both receiving and giving? Are we loving our self?

Love is an ebb and flow. There are times when we give more than we receive and vice versa. Like any ebb and flow, there will always be moments when love is absent. In these moments, this is when we have to look inward to see and feel the loving energy in-self. As souls, we are hard wired to love. In human society, we were shown we have to give love to receive love and it's better to love through sacrifice. Through those examples, how can we store up enough love if we are always giving it away? Is this part of ebb and flow? If we give so much of self, how can we love our self, like we desire too? Some may call it being selfish, but when you love yourself well, you have learned to love others. Loving ourselves is making a commitment to doing our best with what we know presently about self. We are always changing and with these changes come a new awareness to love.

To love means to have a connection. Each Soul connection is different and plays a role to remember self. About a month ago I had a blissful spiritual experience. This was the joy of feeling connected to all there IS, the Oneness of the Universe. This experience reminded me, no matter how the physical world looks or feels, there is always a connection to the Source. The Source of all is Love. This is the most Divine moment, feeling and knowing the connection we all know is there, and yearning to feel it as a waking soul in physical form. Our interaction goes much deeper than we realize. As souls we can connect with anyone, and any living species (i.e. plants, animals, etc.) What makes the difference in how we connect to them and intention set forth. In order to have connection with anyone, there must be an intention set first or there will be no point in the connection. This connection can be performed in a physical or non-physical way. When I say physical, I mean more than two physical souls sitting in a room talking, holding hands, I am also talking about all forms of communication. This open communication can vary depending on who you are in physical form with. A communication or connection can be with your soul mate/twin flame. This is a deeper connection, where the physical becomes non-physical. The communication is intimate, no words are spoken and all becomes known to the other. Yet, why is this level of connection/communication reserved for your soul mate/twin flame?

If we truly desire to know and have a high level of communication with each other, releasing the past is key and living in the Now is all that matters. What can living in the Now, the pre-sent moment do for self? This can increase our awareness of each other. Think of it this way, we communicate daily through emails and text messages, instantly. Our collective brains are clever enough to create technology so we can avoid one another and interact less, and trick self into more interaction and desiring to feel more self important. But do we really feel more important through the technology to communicate to others? I appreciate I can talk to and make new connections, whereas it wasn't possible before. Since our collective brain power came up with this idea of technology, how about sending a mental text message? Meaning once a week we focus on someone we love, set the loving intention and then send a simple message, like "I love you." Then a couple of days later, send a physical text message saying something like, "did you get my mental text saying I love you." This can be done at mediation or whenever you feel good.

Feeling good is key in fulfilling our Job, Love. When we feel good, we know love is present. When we are smiling, love is present. When there is a hug love is present. When there is sun, love is present. When there is rain, love is present. When there is light love is present. When there is darkness, love is present. When there is life, love is present. When there is death, love is present. No matter where we are or what we are doing, love is present in our experience, all around us. All we have to do is connect to it. Love is your Job, Love is the experience you have asked you.

The existence of love flows into our experience because it is the Source of our creation. Love created us and we create Love. In short, we cannot exist without Love. To bring Love into our full awareness, we have to feel the energy of all creation, Love, flowing through us. Yes there are varying experiences to allow this good feeling. The experience had is one of your choosing. All experiences do not have to be downtrodden, hitting rock bottom, or any of the like. This is a collective societal belief implanted in our personal thoughts. In order to have Love, be Loved, or give Love, we must experience hardship, loneliness, heartbreak, and etcetera to truly have Love or what we think is Blissful Love. Yes, contrast prepares us to receive the love we desire, but how could we experience our path chosen if we were not already loved?  Since we were created form a Source of Love, then know no matter what you are loved.

We look so much on the outside for love and approval that we tend to forget about the person who matters most, Self. We are involved with Self before anyone else. Then with Source, because this is our Creation. We create our reality. If we choose to receive love from an external source, how is this external source sustaining you? If you are loving from within, then nothing else should matter. You will know the difference between the two sources. Where does this awareness lie?

Our Soul, is meant to love unconditionally. Each experience has been created to remember the strength of the energy/emotion of Love. Be present in each experience and allow the flow of your truest desires to manifest with the energy of Love. No matter what is experienced, Love is always present. Love is our natural state of Being.

Today have appreciation for the path chosen to remember the Source of Love

Today have appreciation to know Love is always about feeling good, no matter what.

Today have appreciation to know Love exists and is present in all forms and experiences.

Paramour

Being adored eternally

Being graced with light

Greeted with warmth

I am here to love

Be patient Dear One

For you have love waiting for you

Be open and receive this glorious gift

I have given to you

To Each of You

A light beaming from Home

Expressed eternally to fill internal spaces

How tender

How gentle

Sharing what is

Sharing all that matters

Being a sustainable Source

Being an eternal light

No longer a gift

Now a seeded expectation rooted in all consciousness

Living in all creation

Exuding an omnipresence which goes un-ignored

The center of Being

The center of a Universe

Created multi-dimensionally

Rising to meet the beauty

Waking to see the birth of newness

Simplicity is spoken in the Isness

It is simply is as it should

Flowing from one to next

Communication is keydom to allow

Touching the streams and ribbons

Waving a hand to erase and create

A mere

A sheer thought funneling through a tunnel

Being connected

Outstretched cords

Outreached patterns

Here is a present

Gleaming of light

The presence expressed by smile

We are cared for

We are taken care of

More than a care taker

Being a manifester

Being a creator of light by fire

Awareness

Allowing

Remembering

Seeking

Knowing

The truth all wrapped up in a single entity

Self

Source

You

God

Us

Universe

Beliefs

Today appreciate the Beliefs manifested in the world.

Our personal beliefs are products of our collective thoughts. The basic thoughts we think on a daily basis stem from a collective consciousness. The collective consciousness is like the database (Source) of information then transmitted to other computers, (us). The thoughts collected are from the experiences of many, then turn to beliefs from constant trials of performing the same actions, resulting in the same ending. The action of thought has been proven time and time again, becoming a belief. However some of us confuse truth, facts, and beliefs. How can we determine which signal is coming through to us? The question is how can we know what we believe to be true, when what we believe changes?

What do we believe in? Some of us believe we will live forever, others believe we will die and our life is over. What we believe all comes from self experience, from the present or past lives. We then take the experience and make it true for self. Then we start to share the experience had with others. The person listening to the experience may be skeptical until they have the same or similar experience. For the personal listening this is not their belief, its fiction. For the person who had the experience, this is their truth. Then eventually the experience will become another's belief, their truth. How do we get to the collective truth?  

We reach the truth by sharing knowledge and experiences from a place of belief/trust. All the experiences had in existence have been gathered and stored in the collective consciousness, Source. Since we are a part of Source, we all have access to the same information, all is needed to access this information is to the will to tap into it. The collective information/archives lies in us. This information has been shared with us to create a balance with Self and Source. How we achieve this balance, is to know what the truth is. The truth is indisputable evidence of an experience had. Know the personal truth for every soul is different. Everyone's personal truth will be different, until they each encounter the same experience. Example; there are seven billion people walking on the planet, the majority of them work daily, 9-5 jobs and disliking Monday's. Has anyone ever pondered the thought as to why there is such a strong collective dislike for something? My personal experience; I was going to work one day and walking through a massive train station, I felt, sensed and heard thoughts of "I hate Mondays." This was one thought had by one person from an experience, then shared with others. The others began to believe this experience and encountering similar ones to make them dislike Mondays.

When there is a shared experience by the collective, such as disliking Monday's or outpouring emotion from 9/11, the thought of emotions of high vibration, i.e. love, sends shockwaves of energy throughout the universe, creating a new collective belief system, a new institutional thought per say. While having a human experience, we forget whatever our thoughts are feed it to make it grow. Whatever the seed thought is and we keep giving it attention, even if it’s an undesired thought, it grows from the attention given, even if it’s unintentional. It grows from our energy, even if we think we are ignoring it. By no means am I saying not to be aware or pay attention to life or the experience of it, be aware, be responsible of the energy sent to the experience.

The energy we cast is happening at the same time of the experience, even though it may feel as the thoughts are faster. Our thoughts are energy manifested to creating beliefs in our lives. These thoughts can manifest as words, objects, and experiences. The most common of the manifestations are our words. The words created from our throat are the most powerful of all manifestations in the belief system. This is how we communicate with others, Self, and Source. They impact how we feel. Example; Let's say someone you don't know walks up to you and calls you out of your name, will you be upset? Maybe not. But if someone close to you does the exact same thing, you will be upset, hurt, befuddled, etc. Keep the same thought process in mind I just mentioned, think about the times as a child someone made you feel bad with words, and if you heard them constantly, then it became your belief. Of course in the beginning you didn't think any of it to be true, but then a little thought or ego said, "It has to be true, because I keep hearing it over and over again." Yet if you hear the opposite, with a few sprinklings of words to make you feel bad, would you believe it? Maybe not. All thoughts, words, actions, beliefs are meant to make everyone, including Self feel good. If we don't feel good, then what are we to do?

We project our energy onto others unknowingly. Slowly those around us may integrate our beliefs into their lives, then becoming their beliefs. When we are in an unconscious state of projection, i.e. letting off steam/venting, are we aware of the energy feeding the experience? Have you ever noticed yourself in a debate or argument with someone, and it escalates so high it goes beyond the original disagreement? This happens because you are feeding off each other’s egoic energy. When we feed off the ego it only serves the ego. Same scenario, but one person is calm, the argument diffuses quickly because the ego has nothing to feed off of it.

Our belief is based on Us feeling good. If we don't feel good, why take action? We take action, because at the time of having an experience, we are filled with limited information, not enough facts; resulting us in taking a chance, living through another's experience. The information grasped is from your singular database of information to base your choice on, adding it to your belief system, ultimately adding it to the collective. If we look internally, instead of looking externally at other experiences, we can come into awareness of self to feel good about what we believe in, with abundant information.

 Once we come to a place where we release old thought patterns and beliefs no longer of service, we will begin to remember who we are. As we mature into human adulthood, we change our belief system to fit our desires and choices. Is it because we are remembering who we are spiritually our beliefs are changing? Or is it that we are justifying what we do and what we say because of what we believe? Are you happy with the belief, do you feel good? Example, a bit extreme, as one person's experience changes, they believe it's ok to commit a crime to have a better life. This belief/choice is justified by the desire of a better life, to have a better end experience. We are to blame for both extreme experiences. We glorify the "well to do" and "downtrodden" experiences and allowing it to enter the belief system. The majority feels this is ok to display such contrasting experiences, but we have to remember, this too are choices made so Humanity can remember It's overarching purpose. To bring more balance into each individual and collective experience. Our beliefs are constantly changing to suite the experience of life. What we allow into the streaming consciousness, can affect the belief system of the collective. Through the collective thought, we can experience all life.


Today and everyday have appreciation in the value we have created in our beliefs.

Today and everyday have appreciation for knowing we can always change our beliefs always feeling good.

Today and everyday have appreciation for adding good feeling beliefs to our collective consciousness.  

 

The Shift

Moving from plane to the next
Discovering what place surrounds me
Discovering what place is in me
Bringing full awareness of what is

What is
What is not
Focus the eye on desire
All is shown in a vision of appreciation

Releasing what is drawn in
Knowing something better is coming
Beckoning to your call

It must come
It must exist

Understanding peace of the eye of a storm
A storm created by two opposing thoughts ideas and beliefs
Being torn down and nurtured simultaneously

Holding the comfortably known
Shuttering at visions of grandeur
This is a desire felt
No knowledge in how to fulfill it
What’s next
How to proceed
Lost all traction

Choosing the which and the way
Which fulfills me
Way is divine to lead me
Coming to stillness
Deliverance of what once was ideal

Living in uncertainty
Living in fear
What is coming forth

What is here now

Being here
Living here
Embracing now
Trusting in what I asked is my path
This is my way to being connected
This is my outlet
Being plugged in
Being aware
The Being of all creation

I see It
I feel It
I think It
I touch It
I am It
I have arrived

Walking In Love

Be thankful this day for Living In Love.

What does Living In Love mean? A really good question, right? Through recent observations and listening, one thing kept coming through, "No One Is Alone". As I listened to various messages there was one common theme, “I felt alone and I wanted to make sure no one else felt as I did.” This resonated with me big time. When we experience change in our life, we feel alone, as no one can understand us. This is why I started writing, I wanted to let others know it was okay to feel, it was okay to know there is someone else feeling what you feel, and it was okay to know someone else is having your thoughts. It is okay to know and feel we are one, one with God Source. To live in love is to know we are all having, thinking, and feeling the same experience. We are all in universal committed relationship.

The relationship we have universally agreed to is unfamiliar to the symbiotic human host, until explained. How do we explain this? It is our job, soul to speak with newly created host before entering it to explain this cycle purpose and process. Our host's body job is to make sure we enter and exit the physical world to co-create the experience we chose. This body is an entity all itself, it functions as our soul does, in unison with a billion other cells, mini entities, each with an understanding of its role of being I Am enough.

We live because the body lives. This body functions like a soul of its own. Our host, this body knows only what we tell it, yet independently functions well until our tinkering and beliefs get in the way of how it functions. Example, if we tell our brain a thought it listens. The brain only listens to the thoughts we discover, pay attention too, the ones resonating to our soul through demonstration making it a belief. These new found beliefs slowly become integrated to our "Core Values". We get so stuck in the newly discovered thoughts and how we feel to a point where they become a way of collective life; meaning each soul mimics what each sees becoming a streaming thought throughout every soul. These new thoughts, ideas, or patterns can come from family or friends. The conception of the thought was long ago only to be transmuted to be Now. Remember, a thought is only as big as you allow it to be. The core values for some are a way of life, others it could mean a "soul washing" (meaning we completely forget who we are as a soul, not remembering the reason why we agreed to come Here, Earth.) There are key moments in each Soul's life to remember who we are and what we are here for. Over a period of time, these values may change to suite our experience of gradual awakening.

The awaking or remembering process is one of great love. To remember our soul is to love who we are and accept self where we are. What are we remembering? We are remembering our Soul, our True Self, our Source Self. Remembering is loving act. It is a feeling of being bathed in sunlight, with a gentle summer breeze hugging the body, it is feeling light. How do we remember? We have made agreements with our self and other souls to help us remember who we are. The people can be family friends, spouses, and even divine strangers. The ah ha's, deja vu's, and any other epiphanies has played out the way you conspired it too, even though there have been moments where the appearance shown otherwise. It is up to the Soul to understand the transpiration of key events of Now. During the process of the events playing out, how do we accept our self? There are Now moments where we question our worth; Are we good enough?” It is the beliefs we developed early on and allow to create such an illusion of a world filled with lack and unworthiness to a point where it became institution. This institution gave us an outline, a guide to feeling better. Yet, how does an institution make you feel more accepting of self, feel worthy of self if it's holding you in a place, in a state of constriction? How do you remember Self when stifled? You cannot. There is no energy flowing to lift your Soul to the Divine Right you deserve.

The Divine Right we all deserve is love. Everyone has tried to describe love and its many levels and aspects on a physical level, yet words are never enough. Love is a vibration resonating with every physical and nonphysical entity in existence. Compassion, Forgiveness, Gratitude, Appreciation are different vibrations of Love. We vibrate love constantly, whether we are aware of it or not. Depending on the level in which we vibrate allows more awareness into our experience. The lower the vibration, the slower the resonation, and the less aware we are in our experience. The higher the vibration, the faster the resonation, and the more aware we are in our experience. The vibration is one of fluctuation. This fluctuation stays fixed in this momentum until we allow higher states of love to keep flowing. How you may ask so we keep allowing higher states of vibration flowing to us? This experience is one I am becoming more aware of. I am learning to allow higher vibrations to flow by releasing of what no longer serves me and being more aware of love and compassion flowing out of me, genuinely. These means taking Now moments to be present (pre-sent). Seeing the moments sent to us, the moments and opportunities we have asked for Now. Asking, what is this moment for, what am I learn or remember by observing or taking action? Sometimes the action taken is to observe other species/life, and see their life with their eyes, express compassion. Everyone, everything, animate, inanimate, has life, energy flowing through it. We ALL deserve love.

How is unconditional love expressed and experienced? Know, feel, comprehend, God's love is infinitely expressed through others, even when you feel it has not conspired in the manner you desired. Remember all has worked in your favor regardless of the appearance. Knowing the intentions of those giving the love, is to share the love, be love, is expressed love. When our Soul truly expresses itself, it is a form of unconditional love. It matters not how it is expressed, it is love, it matters not on what vibrational frequency, it is love, no matter what object, it is love. Our pets, plants, gadgets, appliances, food, all has love. We offer our love to them and they return it, yet if they are mistreated, they checkout. Through appreciation of what we have through asking, our vibration rises. Then we become more in alignment of what we want and receive more of it. We then are a match for what we want and can transfer the same love to others and areas in our life.

Love is an energy that is transferable. Like electricity, it is an energy transferred to power our homes and gadgets. The energy used to power our environment is converted to suite our environmental desires. The love received from God is a natural, abundant energy encapsulating us. Throughout our existence this is all we know and feel, is love. Yet we allow our symbiotic experience to have amnesia, to forget where we come from. Then we go in search for what we truly want, love. We look in every place possible, outward and inward. The path we choose to search and intake information is of our choosing, but once we reach the place of love, it is rewarding. Along this path we are able to transfer our energy to others. This transfer allows for a connection other Souls. Souls are connected to love, an inexhaustible source fueling us.

Be thankful this day and everyday for having souls around us knowing we are not alone.

Be thankful this day and everyday for remembering what love feels like.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the love to fuel our Souls daily.

Love Line 

The path of unknowing the known
This is what's chosen by self with Divinity

One exhale of creation
One inhale of synchronicitySurrendering to the magic of the universe
The magic of universal love
Feeling the embrace of light covering the vessel containing the like
Emerging as oneUnified being I beseech you
Asking for guidance of awakening to love to trust love to love self to trust self
Taking steps forward
Moving slowly only to accelerate the process
Exposing the true light being
All creation in birthed and giving meaning with awakened evolution
A vibration
A frequency chosen to operate at optimum levels
Only listening to the Source
The Source of love
The Source of life
Alternating my frequency to match the alignment of One
Notice the subtle shift
Feeling the Divine
Feeling the Oneness
I now know the unknown
I now trust self

I now love as one